.kiko kiki lala.

It's been a while since I had this chance to breath. I was so busy, running around, panting and gasping for a bit of oxygen to be sucked on my lungs. Starting after my magical journey to Kuantan, I've been having two weeks of real horror. Though I still manage to squeeze in a time or two for some fun, the rest are all work. Here I am to apologise to all the people whom I unintentionally neglected, whom their message had been left with no reply, and those who felt hurt by my words though I did try as much to cover this mountains of emotion that had been bundled up inside. I had been in total wreck, yes, it may have not been depicted clearly in my face, but I am. Me whole self don't do myself justice when it comes to this thing, I prefer to pretend, to show people I am coping well, when Allah knows how horrid I am inside. And now it's holiday, ahhhh, finally. I know there's lots of assignment to do in this so called holiday but still,  there's no...

The Dak Don's One crazy, big, awesome family. Lama dah rasanya tak gather reramai cenggini. Kinda miss all those moments.

I'm done with lectures. I'm done with the assignment. I'm done with the papers. I'm done with the busiest and most tiring semester ever. And to be honest I'm quite surprised I managed to get out of it alive & mentally sane *boo, exaggerate lebih*. Holiday come come to mamito! N helloooo sweet ol' home! Tho my house is quite a resemblance with that of Weasley family in Harry Potter but it's still warm & fuzzy. :3 Hence, by the time this post is up it's already 6th day of holiday and I'm sure I've done nothing good out of myself.  I can *confidently and with no doubt* assured you that by now, my daily time schedule sucks big time. It goes all upside down, twisted and knotted until I can't find any possible way to sort it back.  By the time this post is up too, InsyaAllah, if there's nothing wrong, I'm possibly already on my way to Kelantan fr a relative's wedding. So my dad have this idea that we might as well take this ...

P/S: this post had been written on 4th Jan.  Obviously it's intended as the concluding post fr 2011. B ut somehow I frgot to post it up. BHA-HA :p (I think this is one of just a few of my longest posts ever) I have not yet say a proper goodbye to 2011. *yeah, imma slow snail I know* But hey, there's nothing wrong with the lingering part. In fact, we always try as much to prolong good things that happened in our life. Though I must say, 2011 ain't filled with big achievements as much as I wanted to, it was a fulfilling one.  Here's some recap of the amazing path I've been through.. Personally, 2011 starts off with promising lights, having fallen in love with a man which I (at that time) feel, he would be the one to replace my first love but as we move on to later chapters of my life, I see that it's all just a dream. Like every other dream, when you woke up in the morning it's all gone. Let just stop it right there, shall we? I don't want to run much ...

people in your life will come and go like ships that harbours on an island. some may stay longer,  many may swiftly go away. a few will never leave you  and decide to stay forever. i believe that they are people that come across your life, knowing you a little but that just is. maybe some of them will remember you,  perhaps because of one small yet significant role you've played in their life. some, will get to know you  deeper,  but not close enough for you to pour everything out. they'll stay in your life long enough. but they are a few, so small in number, perhaps two or three,  that know all your deepest and dirtiest little secrets in life, but still stay with you and accept it wholeheartedly. they don't judge your past, and see you only as what you are in the present, and yet optimistically believe you'll be better in future.  even if you're not, they don't care about it anyway.   but it's hard to find these people...

tak sabar nye nak cuti sem niyh. musim final sangat lah menyerabotkan hidup saya yang sedia serabot ni. minggu ni tak balik rumah pon. dah la birthday adek n abg kesayangan saya dis week. tak dapat lah nak sambut ngan diorang. boleh bagi hadiah je next week. i miss home. wuuuuu~~~ nak tahu tak ayah saya tacing ngan saya oh tadi. seyes ayah saya macam kanak2 nak gedik2 tacing ngan saya. die tanya sampai dua tiga kali saya nak balik ke tak dis week memandangkan ade 2 birthday family member utk disambut. tapi banyak sangat kerja dengan final nya memag payah la if balik. banyak godaan yang melalaikan kat umah, susah la nak study n buat esaimen. yang buat die tacing nye sebab harini sempat pulak saya pergi jumpe bestie saya a'an walopon takde lah lama pon. die cakap "ohhh, jumpa aan boleh, balik umah tanak!" HAHHAHAHAHAHA. suka sgt tacing ngan saya oh. *gila comel kan? hikhikhik* tadi masa abang saya call number umi saya, ayah saya tamau pon cakap ngan saya. die cuma buat su...

be strong. i know u'll always be.  we will all be there for u.  :')   ♥ , us. 

kalau rumah 15 minit je dari kampus, boleh tak nak homesick jugak?  ish, baru je sehari. tapi dah rindu lahh nak makan masakan umi. nak tengok berut buncit ayah yang bulat seperti mengandung 9 bulan. dan badannya yang merupakan pengeluar minyak terbesar di dunia. anda tak mungkin dapat nampak beliau dalam suasana gelap kerana kulitnya yang tersangatlah gelap tu. ayah kan suka kalut2 dalam semua benda yang beliau lakukan. nak teman umi pergi shopping and denga cerita2 umi pasal kerenah kawan2 n murid2 beliau dekat sekolah yang tiap2 hari ade je lawaknya. pastu denga umi membebel pasal semua orang kat rumah. n nak rasa umi masak lauk ayam yang sedap2.  nak rasa kena kacau ngan abang long yg sebok je nak panggil2 orang time saya tgah concentrate nak menuntun muvy kat dalam laptop. die selalu cakap "al-khaluta al-khaluta!" banyak2 kali sbb perangai umi ngan ayah yang cepat kalut. perfume die bau wangi sangat, suka bagi saya bau kalau die ade beli yang baru. nak kacau husni...

oh no oh no. dis week boleh balik rumah hari jumaat je.  tak best la balik kejap. dah la mahu shopping bersama abang saya yg gedik lagi mengada. nnty nak ajak beliau dan adek saya yang hitam lagi gelap gulita tu menuntun wayang bersama lahh.   knape lah mesti ade study circle on saturday? susah la saya nak balik rumah. tak puas.  *tak kesah la kan walaupon rumah 15 minit je dari universiti*  n nanti saya akan jalan2 ngan adinda saya, anis pidot. yeay yeay. da lama tak jumpe beliau. kekanda rindu sama adinda. banyak sungguh ceritera yang mahu disampaikan kepada adinda.  :)

.WANTED!!. .Muhammad husni hanafi. penjenayah paling dikehendaki polis bukit aman .jika tejumpa sila hubungi brother perut besar encik hanafi othman dengan sgera. this is the ugliest photo of my brother that i can find in my laptop. mcm pakcik cinapek jual sayur yang tertelan peria. . .suka sgt membuli saya masa kecik2 dulu. hehehe. kalau die tgk ni, habeslah. haha. naseb beliau tidak tahu kewujudan belog ni. huhu. die bermulut laser, sangat bising, suka tido, perasan muda, kipas-susah-mati manchester united. sepanjang hidup die memg kuat membuli adek2 nya. n sungguh tak disangka2 tyme my birthday haritu, he gave me a pleasant surprise. mule2, igt die nak baling telur n buat prank ke apa. but die buat game mcm treasure hunt tu. but memg mcm *&^%^&$^ lah sbb die sngaje sorok kan clue2 die kat tmpat2 yang memg tak mungkin akan disentuh oleh saya seperti bantal busuk beliau yang sangat BUSUKKKKKKK sehingga boleh dihidu dari jarak 20km dan perlu dikuarantin di da...

saya rindu umi saya, puan sri salmah saidon. saya rindu saya. tuan sri hanafi@hanipiah othman. saya rindu abang2 saya, encik firdaus dan encik husni. saya rindu adek3 saya, encik muhsin, encik husaini dan cik soleha. saya rindu arwah kucing saya, si toci. saya rindu rumah saya. walaupun kecik utk kami yg besa. tpy beliau tetp hebat. saya rindu encik ahmad syaufik b. ahmad asri. *jum kawen sekarang n lari ke old trafford. kalau tak mampu, mari kite rompak bank negara supaya dapat duit byk2. bia tasnim pon tak dpt duit biasiswa beliau* saya rindu kekasih lebian saya, anis firdaus zahira bt. ismail. *sombong gile anda dengan saya sekarang. tau la da ade braces baru. tak bagi tahu ak pon. kaw memg cepat lupe kawan ahh. c):* saya rindu rakan sekolah saya, nadirah babji shalina md. rani raihan suzitot damia syafiqah *ini tak berapa. tiap2 hari menghadap muka beliau* nik syuod shaenga diha pah fatin qatrun aliaa maisara nabila oke, klau na senaraikan memg smpy...

.saya seronok. .sekarang tga cuti. OYEAH! .akhirnya dapat pulang ke rumah. .rndu dgn warna oren rumah saya. .warna kuning ruang tamu. .warna pink bilik. .warna turqoise bilik pc. .lantai checkerd bilik husni. .dan kurap pada kepala sang toci. .saya dapat lihat. .ke buncit an ayah. .ke gemuk an umi. .ke sengal an banong. .ke jerawat an husni. .ke hitam an mohsin. .ke skema an abg chik. .ke gedik kan soleh. BAIK! .semua kelihatan cukup normal . :D