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There's something about having a father that makes you feel more secure. It doesn't matter if his belly is bloated and he don't even know a thing about martial arts. When he is there in your life, you know there's always one person that gets worry about you and will protect you with whatever shit you have to face. It's different now. Somehow now you feel more secluded from the world. You want something, but you don't really care if you have it either. You have vision, but it seem clouded and you aren't that eager now. Everything seems pointless. Detach. Yes, that's the word for it. And one thing, you learn to live by yourself. You learn to be super independent, more independent than you already are. Yes, there's whole family supporting you but no, it's not the same. Not the same anymore. The secure feeling you had for this world is gone now. So you have to gear up yourself to make it secure. It's hard

Permainan apa yang kita cuba mainkan ini? Gurauan apa yang kita cuba rasakan lucunya? Tidak mengapa, jika terusan begini. Aku berlalu sahaja. Kerana mungkin itu yang Dia mahukan. Untuk pergi menjauh dari kamu. Untuk pergi mendekat pada diri-Nya.