.kiko kiki lala.

u r a sweetie pie. u never fail to make me smile. i'm glad u r here. u always lending ur ear. this feeling we share. makes us a lovely pair. oh, u r a sweetie pie. when im with u, i always smile.

Susah betul kan jadi pelajar undergraduate niyh. Banyak assignment, new environment semua. Saya must admit memg saya lost sikit dengan kehidupan as a degree student. So many things but so little time. *padahal sempat lagi tido lepas habes class* Okayh2, sbg pembakar semangat utk belajar dengan lebih tekun, ini lah senarai kerja & action plan yang perlu dimulakan dari sekarang sebelum terlambat:- POETRY 1. Diction, yo. *atas kesilapan teknikal, hanya saya n rabab je yg belum hantar lagi keje ni* - sila buat balik semula n hantar on ur next class. 2. Elegy - Cari newspaper yg ade obituary, belasah je amek mane2 obituary pon. - Find out more about elegy - Start crunching ideas for ur elegy - Compose ur elegy - Re-write ur elegy in most creative ways *yay! buat cantek2 oke* (to be submitted on early of August) 3. Song poem - Start surveying any songs n narrow down ur choice okay. (baki kerja akan dinyatakan selepas selasai elegy) 4. Class project - sila buat d

I vow to love myself. I vow to take care myself from any fitnah. I vow to protect my religion and my pride. I vow to retain a good akhlaq. I know I've made mistakes. N perhaps in the future I'll be making tons more. But past is the past.  We, human, don't have the power to change what had already happened. What's more important is what we learn from our past. What's more important is the present, and the future. I am not my past. I am present. I am different. And my future, I'll be far better.

alhamdulillah. dah dapat result MUET. saya dapat band 5.  yeay! oke lah tu kan kan. tapi markah speaking rendah sangat. tak expect langsung dapat macam tu. *oke, mesti semua cakap saya tak bersyukur* cuma saya expect dapat tinggi n markah writing yang rendah. takpe lah. asal dapat band 5. yeay! yeay!

Oh. World Cup has just ended but I miss it already. I won't be seeing Cannavaro again after 4 years on the next WC. So, I'll be missing him too.  comel sangat.

From now on, i am officially an IIUM student. oyeahhh! gembira sangat menjadi seorang undergrad. N ew semester start, new life, new class, new environment, new lecture, new room, new roommate & the oh-not-so-new-but-awesome friends.  This is the cut off version for the hustle bustle of my Taaruf Week: ROOM. 1. Saya dapat room sama dengan Rabab. Gabungan yang sangat ideal lah kan. Rabab = kaki tido. Kiko     = kaki tido. Rabab + Kiko = kaki tido kuasa dua. Bayangkan lahh macam mana start kelas nanti. Habeslah kitorang jadi muka2 yang selalu datang lambat p class *as always*  Another one is Indonesian n she's a senior, walaupon tak pernah lagi berkenalan betul-betul. N yang lagi satu masih lagi misteri. 2. Dalam semua room yang ade kat block E tu, ade dua je bilik yang berpenghuni, mine n another freshie. Itu pon tak sama tingkat. Seram la jugak kan sebab malam2 mesti sunyi. Tapi after this, senior akan masuk n fill up the empty space so takpe lahhh.   3. Bilik2 kat mah

perhaps i must.  perhaps that's what im supposed to.  but my heart wont do it.  it wont. past is indeed the past.  but we shall not forget it.  as it holds messages n lessons within.  that a person must have. to live the life. . . . . . . . . . . in a better way.

Things you should know (or not) about my blog: 1.This blog has actually reach the age of years. But due to certain circumstances, I'd deleted most of the post. So, it looks like as if I'm  a lazy blog owner who rarely update her blog *which is somehow true anyway*. 2. There are reasons of why I don't delete the remaining post, n those are:      a) They hold unforgettable memories.      b) They make statement(s).      c) They unlock the secret of my heart *duhhh. lame!*      d) They are commented by special people (esp. my late close friend afique nordin)       and the most important reason of all is that:       e) They mean a lot to me. And i don't have the heart to let it vanish from my life. plus:      *I want to keep as many pieces of Afique that I can find within my life so that even he              already passed away, the memories that linger on keep him alive in my heart* 3. I wrote and will be writing this blog in both English and Malay though I

. . . . . . . back  from long HIATUS ;)