.kiko kiki lala.

.hahahahhhahhahahhaha. .hihihihihihihihihihi. .hohohohohohohohohohohohohohohohoho. .hhehhehhehhehehe. .huhuhuhuhu. .kekkekekekekkeke. .muahahahahhha. .heee~. .oke, cukup tu. .nampaknya. .saya sudah kembali normal.

dear enchik belog, if i had the strength n the courage. i'll face him n say. dear, how could you did all those things to me? why do you let my tears fall so easily? why don't you stop it by saying something sweet and nice? don't you know that i was hurt? don't you know you are the reasons behind those ugly tears of mine? i give u my heart, i give you my all. but all that you did was broke it down into pieces.

dear enchik belog, if i could write a letter tis dis one person, i would write it like dis. dear mr. ryuk, i had made my choice. n i tell u dat, didn't i? n i noe, that deep down inside ur heart, u are broken, just like me . though in the surface, u look just fine. we are practically the same, but very different in some ways. i am not feeling well right now. i keep on reminsce all the things that reminds me of you. n though i can't exactly tell what my heart really felt about this matter...i know, that i had made the wrong choice. i think too much, i use my brain instead of heart when i should use both. i don't know why i had chosen the other path, when my heart had been telling me to chose the other one. i realise that i am stupid for not making the right decision. but since i am a human, it is our nature to do such things. dear, did i ever tell you tell i am sorry and that i am missing you. in fact, i don't think i can't stop myself from having that

dear enchik belog, fool you. nah! sila salahkan diri kaw sendiri sekarang. kaw dah ade 2org, tu pon kaw susa sangat na plih. sekarang kaw ngade2 na tmbh lg dlm senarai. i don't know y, but everytime i want to befriend with somebody. that guy would somehow likes me, really likes me. I'M NOT BEING VAIN THIS TIME. cause u can really feel n see if a guy is into you. especially when he confess it. what had i done wrong? saya cume mahu berkawan. oke, dulu, masa keje kat kfc, i meet this is nice. since, semua, oke not semua, mostly all the lads that works in kfc perangai, masyaAllah, mcm setan, but dye sgt baek. siapa tanak kawan kan? dah baik kot. i always borak ngn die when i got tyme. oke, in short this guy likes me. there's another one. new, super cute. n super nice. rily. he's so fun to befriend with. working kat kfc is damn memenatkann stressful, but we sometimes makes some jokes to cope with it. dis guy keje skejap je, then quit. he go back to work at his previ