Chapitre 11.5 : i wish u knew

dear enchik belog,

if i had the strength n the courage. i'll face him n say.

dear,
how could you did all those things to me? why do you let my tears fall so easily? why don't you stop it by saying something sweet and nice? don't you know that i was hurt? don't you know you are the reasons behind those ugly tears of mine?

i give u my heart, i give you my all. but all that you did was broke it down into pieces.