.kiko kiki lala.

Before you came, by Faiz Ahmad Faiz. Translation by Agha Shahid Ali Before you came, things were as they should be: the sky was the dead-end of sight, the road was just a road, wine merely wine. Now everything is like my heart, a color at the edge of blood: the grey of your absence, the color of poison, or thorns, the gold when we meet, the season ablaze, the yellow of autumn, the red of flowers, of flames, and the black when you cover the earth with the coal of dead fires. And the sky, the road, the glass of wine? The sky is a shirt wet with tears, the road a vein about to break, and the glass of wine a mirror in which the sky, the road, the world keep changing. Don’t leave now that you’re here— Stay. So the world may become like itself again: so the sky may be the sky, the road a road, and the glass of wine not a mirror, just a glass of wine. love this poem with all my heart.  ♥

tak sabar nye nak cuti sem niyh. musim final sangat lah menyerabotkan hidup saya yang sedia serabot ni. minggu ni tak balik rumah pon. dah la birthday adek n abg kesayangan saya dis week. tak dapat lah nak sambut ngan diorang. boleh bagi hadiah je next week. i miss home. wuuuuu~~~ nak tahu tak ayah saya tacing ngan saya oh tadi. seyes ayah saya macam kanak2 nak gedik2 tacing ngan saya. die tanya sampai dua tiga kali saya nak balik ke tak dis week memandangkan ade 2 birthday family member utk disambut. tapi banyak sangat kerja dengan final nya memag payah la if balik. banyak godaan yang melalaikan kat umah, susah la nak study n buat esaimen. yang buat die tacing nye sebab harini sempat pulak saya pergi jumpe bestie saya a'an walopon takde lah lama pon. die cakap "ohhh, jumpa aan boleh, balik umah tanak!" HAHHAHAHAHAHA. suka sgt tacing ngan saya oh. *gila comel kan? hikhikhik* tadi masa abang saya call number umi saya, ayah saya tamau pon cakap ngan saya. die cuma buat su

awak, saya rasa.. saya suka awak lah.  heeee. :") i want to be your Noodle.  n u be my 2D.  *winkies* ♥  

sebab nya saya rasa macam hilang langsung semangat untuk belogging ni semua. actually bukan just belogging, facebooking pon sama. betul betul tiada enthusiasm *ini bukan tipu tipu, silalah percaya saya kali ni* i dont't know why.  mungkin sebab most of my friends dah tak selalu blog?  -tapi persoalan ni tak boleh diterima pakai memandangkan ramai je yang rajen hapdet belog belog mereka. lagi lagi kawan saya yang kat nilai yang baru2 ni tengah cuti so kadar frekuensi mereka nak hapdet belog lagi lah tinggi sebab banyak masa lapang. *padahal time tengah tak cuti pon rasanya selalu je dorg hapdet. hahahhaha.* mungkin sebab saya dah tak rajen berjalan-belog dan meninggalkan kata pujangga pada post2 belog mereka? -ini agak boleh diterima sbb saya memang dah tak layan dah nak baca2 belog org. sekadar bukak dan tengok tanpa membaca sepenuhnya. jadi sbb tak baca betul2, tak boleh lah nak komen sgt. tapi dulu pon bukan nya rajen mengomen pon. sama jeeee. ;p mungkin sebab saya punya belo

heeeee. u r most welcome.  *winkie winkie*

so many things to tell, so little time. so many assignment to do, so little time. so many subjects to study, so little time. everyday  every minutes  every seconds time flies away like little birds on the sky. we keep on complaining, when it is really us that needs to be blamed. the only thing wise to do is, shut ur eyes. contemplate. imagine how the world goes.  in slow motion.

this week has been an exhausting week. and seeing that many assignment & presentations are due next week, i am sure that next week would be an extra exhausting one. why must everything must be settled at the very end of the semester? i cant sleep well. i always have trouble with sleeping. but this semester had made my condition worse. haish haish. jadi minggu ni naseb baek ada jugak kerja yang berjaya saya bereskan *tetbe je kembali ke bahasa ibunda*. rasa lega jugak lah walaupon next week banyak lagi kerja yang kena settle kan.  yang paling utama, im done with my poetry performanceeee! wohoooooooo! gembira + lega nak mampos *menari tarian hawaii skrg!* next week kerja2 niyh sedang beratur untuk dibereskan:- PRESENTATION. - Linguistic (Monday, 18th) - Science of Hadith (Thursday, 21st) WRITTEN ASSIGNMENT. - Linguistic (Wednesday, 20th) - Science of Hadith (Thursday, 21st)  (Tuesday, 26th) - Survey research II ( Wednesday, 20th) (Tuesday, 26th) OTHER ASSIGNMENT - Poetry:

wohoooo! baru sahaja pulang dari mengambil sumbgn duit dari kementerian wilayah.  dia buat sekali dengan majlis sambutan raya dekat tasik titiwangsa. gila vavi ramai lahhhh orang kat sanaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. banyak makanan free tapi sempat jamah daging rendang je sebab tak larat nak beratur. panas pon satu hal.  saya tunggu hampir berjam jam sebelum vip datang. haish haish. tapi takpe asalkan dapat duit lagi. yeay! syukur alhamdulillah. murah rezeki. :) 500rm is mine. MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. (gelak evil)   oke, duit kali ni jangan berangan nak belanja kat buku atau baju. kang menangis tak berlagu pulak bile dah broke nnty. sekian,  wassalam.

right here, right now, i feel like floating in the air.  i feel like closing my eyes on top of a mountain feeling like there's nothing in this world that can make me stop from smiling.  i don't care if this feeling won't last. but for now, i want to cherish this moment and hope it will linger. how beautiful life is when we start seeing it from new perspective.    thank you for saving me from misery.    melancholy hill.    that's where we sit together.    in silence.   smiling on the sky.    ♥  

ye, saya masok eating competition hari ni. jangan gelak kan saya. saya masok nak berseronok2 je k. rabab, pakcik izu, & ijat pon masok skali. yeay! kitorg ni memg takde keje.  -_________-"

i deleted the chapitre 9.11 from my life. because it is about time for me to move on. i won't linger anymore. this time, it's final. n there's no turning back.

be strong. i know u'll always be.  we will all be there for u.  :')   ♥ , us.