.kiko kiki lala.

It's been a while since I had this chance to breath. I was so busy, running around, panting and gasping for a bit of oxygen to be sucked on my lungs. Starting after my magical journey to Kuantan, I've been having two weeks of real horror. Though I still manage to squeeze in a time or two for some fun, the rest are all work. Here I am to apologise to all the people whom I unintentionally neglected, whom their message had been left with no reply, and those who felt hurt by my words though I did try as much to cover this mountains of emotion that had been bundled up inside. I had been in total wreck, yes, it may have not been depicted clearly in my face, but I am. Me whole self don't do myself justice when it comes to this thing, I prefer to pretend, to show people I am coping well, when Allah knows how horrid I am inside. And now it's holiday, ahhhh, finally. I know there's lots of assignment to do in this so called holiday but still,  there's no...

The Dak Don's One crazy, big, awesome family. Lama dah rasanya tak gather reramai cenggini. Kinda miss all those moments.

P/S: this post had been written on 4th Jan.  Obviously it's intended as the concluding post fr 2011. B ut somehow I frgot to post it up. BHA-HA :p (I think this is one of just a few of my longest posts ever) I have not yet say a proper goodbye to 2011. *yeah, imma slow snail I know* But hey, there's nothing wrong with the lingering part. In fact, we always try as much to prolong good things that happened in our life. Though I must say, 2011 ain't filled with big achievements as much as I wanted to, it was a fulfilling one.  Here's some recap of the amazing path I've been through.. Personally, 2011 starts off with promising lights, having fallen in love with a man which I (at that time) feel, he would be the one to replace my first love but as we move on to later chapters of my life, I see that it's all just a dream. Like every other dream, when you woke up in the morning it's all gone. Let just stop it right there, shall we? I don't want to run much ...

oh no oh no. dis week boleh balik rumah hari jumaat je.  tak best la balik kejap. dah la mahu shopping bersama abang saya yg gedik lagi mengada. nnty nak ajak beliau dan adek saya yang hitam lagi gelap gulita tu menuntun wayang bersama lahh.   knape lah mesti ade study circle on saturday? susah la saya nak balik rumah. tak puas.  *tak kesah la kan walaupon rumah 15 minit je dari universiti*  n nanti saya akan jalan2 ngan adinda saya, anis pidot. yeay yeay. da lama tak jumpe beliau. kekanda rindu sama adinda. banyak sungguh ceritera yang mahu disampaikan kepada adinda.  :)

rindu nak balik rumah.  but yeay! esok balik dah. :D

.saya seronok. .sekarang tga cuti. OYEAH! .akhirnya dapat pulang ke rumah. .rndu dgn warna oren rumah saya. .warna kuning ruang tamu. .warna pink bilik. .warna turqoise bilik pc. .lantai checkerd bilik husni. .dan kurap pada kepala sang toci. .saya dapat lihat. .ke buncit an ayah. .ke gemuk an umi. .ke sengal an banong. .ke jerawat an husni. .ke hitam an mohsin. .ke skema an abg chik. .ke gedik kan soleh. BAIK! .semua kelihatan cukup normal . :D