022: please, dear fate, can't you see me happy for once?

you don't want to hurt someone who likes you 

but 

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you don't want to hurt the one you love most even more. 

i 

don't want to be in this position.

let me die 

let me die

i want to cry in this bed till my eyes sore

let me live

let me live

i want to have the smile back on my face