Chapitre 8.5: i want this to wash away

yes, i pretend like i don't know.
when in fact i know what is happening right now.
i know.

of course i'm hurt. but i pretend like i'm okay.
i don't want to trouble u more.
u had enough already.

but yes, my heart hurt so much.
i fake my smile, just so to make u feel better.
i tried to make u happy but i fail.

no, im not okay. i just don't want u know that. 

btw, if u like her, go. don't like me. 

if u like me, go. 
please go. 
i'm afraid i can't make u happy. 

*long sigh*