.kiko kiki lala.

007: Dreams dreams

2012-02-07T07:12:00.001+08:00

One day when the time comes, it would be perfect if I could snuggle up with my husband and spend the night watching football matches together.

And we end up cuddling together in our sleep

♥

006: Photorama #1

2012-02-05T10:00:00.006+08:00

The Dak Don's

One crazy, big, awesome family.

Lama dah rasanya tak gather reramai cenggini.

Kinda miss all those moments.

005: Short and Sweet #1

2012-02-04T22:07:00.001+08:00

"Kau memang patut amek minor Sociology, kau terlalu cintakan manusia"

Well, yalah, betul kata kau. As much as I hate to admit it, there are still small things in human that I love so much. Orang orang biasa yang jalan tepi tepi jalan tu pon mampu beri perubahan dengan memberi sedikit inspirasi, beri sedikit nafas baru terhadap kehidupan pada diri aku.

Dan dengan itu, aku decide *ini nekad oke takda berpaling dah lepas ni*, aku akan pursue untuk ambil minor Sociology. Bukan sebab peluang pekerjaan, tapi sebab aku tahu aku akan suka apa aku belajar nanti.

sekian. ;)

004: 10A kira berjaya la tu ye?

2012-01-31T10:00:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, you just plain tired of hearing people comments and remarks once they get to know that you are currently pursuing your study in English Linguistic & Literature courses. Some people, yes they do have a good perception with people like us but others simply underestimate us.

Kau pernah belajar bersungguh-sungguh, tanam cita tinggi-tinggi dan capai keputusan yang cemerlang tapi kau ada rasa kekurangan, seolah-olah kau tak rasa cukup puas dengan apa yang kau buat? itu lah apa yang aku rasa masa habis SPM. Dengan keputusan 10A 1B, mestilah kau akan pikir, apa lagi yang aku nak? kalau apply scholar, InsyaAllah ada keizinan mungkin akan dapat dan tentunya lagi baik pursue courses yang dikira 'bagus' dan 'hebat' macam Engineering, Medic, Architecture, Biotech dan seangkatan dengannya. tapi apesal aku still rasa aku ni loser?

N the fact yang kau merupakan seorang bekas pelajar SBP yang memang sudah ditanam dengan satu pemikiran yang kau dikira berjaya dengan berapa banyak As kau dapat capai dalam SPM, berapa banyak aktiviti koko yang kau masuk, n berapa banyak jawatan yang kau pegang. Kemudian, kejayaan kau akan nampak lagi gah kalau kau berjaya dapat tajaan, pergi luar negara takpon still belajar dalam negara tapi berjaya enroll universiti bagus bagus. pastu nak nak pulak kau amek course yang gah gah basically Science stream & yang dianggap susah n menjamin kerjaya mantap setelah kau graduate lagi lah kau dipandang tinggi. itulah mindset time belaja kat SBP dulu, seriusss. tapi aku rasa mindset ni bukan tertakluk kat SBP je, dia dah berjangkit kat seluruh Malaysia.

Hari Anugerah Cemerlang (March '09)

N you know what? To the hell with that! nak tahu ape itu benar benar kejayaan?

kaw buat apa yang kau cinta.
kau belajar apa yang kau minat.
kau hayati ilmu yang memberi kau pengetahuan tentang sesuatu yang baru,
tapi ilmu tu juga beri kau peringatan tentang sesuatu yang kau dah tahu, tapi dah lupa,
kau tahu tapi kurang sedar dan tak selalu beri perhatian.

kita bila belajar, belajar tu kena datang dari hati.
dari denyut nadi yang tak henti mengalirkan darah ke seluruh tubuh kita.
bukan hanya guna kepala otak kita yang bukannya all the time betul pon.
kena guna hati sekali, guna perasaan, guna emosi.

mengejar ilmu itu indah, sangat indah sebenarnya.
sebab ilmu itu mampu gegar kan seluruh naluri kau.
sebab ilmu itu mampu buat kau terkesima
sebab ilmu itu buat kau sedar,
besar mana kau,
hebat mana kau,
kaya mana kau,
fofuler mana kau,
pandai mana kau,
kau tu sebenarnya besar daki je kat badan orang obese yang beratnya beratus kilogram.

dalam ilmu tu, kau jangan tengok yang zahirnya sahaja.
kalau kau betul teliti, kau hayati kacantikannya,
masa kau baca baris2 ayat buku teks Sociology tu,
kau boleh mengalirkan air mata *touching sorang sorang la ni kiranya*
sebab kau terharu,
kau terpana,
dengan maksud mendalam yang lain yang ada kat situ.

ilmu itu buat kau menilai kehidupan dari persepektif yang berbeza.
mungkin cara kau tengok dengan cara aku tengok life tu lain.
tapi apa yang sama adalah keindahannya, kecantikannya.
macam mana dia sentuh hati kau sebagai seorang manusia.
dan akhir sekali macam mana dia bawa kau ke arah cinta
yang paling agung,
yang paling hakiki,
yang paling indah,
tak lain tak bukan cinta pada Allah swt.

ini yang aku nak sebenarnya.
ini yang aku cari selama ni.

At least aku boleh cakap,
aku enjoy apa yang aku belajar sekarang,
aku minat apa yang aku belajar sekarang,
aku cinta apa yang aku belajar sekarang.

kalau aku diberi peluang untuk patah balik semula,
aku masih ambil jalan ini.

sekian, tuntutlah ilmu sampai ke negeri China. ;)

003: Angan-angan itu boleh kesampaian

2012-01-30T10:00:00.001+08:00

Masa kecik, saya selalu pasang angan angan. Saya selalu buat catitan kat kertas kertas tulis apa yang kononnya saya harap untuk capai masa masuk sekolah menengah, masuk universiti mahupun bila dah kerja dan besar nanti. Setiap kali saya tulis, saya akan rasa bersemangat sangat and it made my day. In fact sampai sekarang pon saya still buat senarai tu rasanya. Cuma tak sekerap dulu & tak sesemangat dulu.

Mungkin saya perlu kembali menulis angan angan dan impian saya semula. And this time, i'll go for it. Tak kesah la betapa kecilnya langkah yang saya buat untuk capai, at least i did something to make myself one step nearer to achieve those dreams of mine. And what's more, from now one, saya akan start doing things I always wanted to do, things that I love. Things that I just been dreaming of but never really have the guts to make it real. This time, I'll take charge of myself, do some action, and create the reality for all my dreams.

And yeah, perhaps this time you should too, right?

002: Hoo hoo holidayyyy!

2012-01-21T11:00:00.025+08:00

I'm done with lectures.

I'm done with the assignment.

I'm done with the papers.

I'm done with the busiest and most tiring semester ever.

And to be honest I'm quite surprised I managed to get out of it alive & mentally sane *boo, exaggerate lebih*.

Holiday come come to mamito! N helloooo sweet ol' home! Tho my house is quite a resemblance with that of Weasley family in Harry Potter but it's still warm & fuzzy. :3

Hence, by the time this post is up it's already 6th day of holiday and I'm sure I've done nothing good out of myself. I can *confidently and with no doubt* assured you that by now, my daily time schedule sucks big time. It goes all upside down, twisted and knotted until I can't find any possible way to sort it back.

By the time this post is up too, InsyaAllah, if there's nothing wrong, I'm possibly already on my way to Kelantan fr a relative's wedding. So my dad have this idea that we might as well take this opportunity to have a good vacae. I couldn't agree more. Hope to have some good times with mi familia. Wohoo!

p/s: It seems to me that those 365 days challenge have to wait s'more time. I'll do the very first one once I got back.

p/ss: (read: super duper el importante) Tho I'm in Kelantan, I wouldn't miss two *hopefully* exciting football matches (between City n Spurs, Arsenal n Manchester United) fr the world. I will force my dad to find any mamak eventho it will cause me to do some desperate measure to mi papito *boo, lagi lagi nak exaggerate lagi. pftt*.

Glory glory Manchester United!

So, buhbye now!

001: This is how we end it

2012-01-21T06:30:00.003+08:00

P/S: this post had been written on 4th Jan. Obviously it's intended as the concluding post fr 2011. But somehow I frgot to post it up.BHA-HA :p (I think this is one of just a few of my longest posts ever)

I have not yet say a proper goodbye to 2011. *yeah, imma slow snail I know* But hey, there's nothing wrong with the lingering part. In fact, we always try as much to prolong good things that happened in our life. Though I must say, 2011 ain't filled with big achievements as much as I wanted to, it was a fulfilling one.

Here's some recap of the amazing path I've been through..

Personally, 2011 starts off with promising lights, having fallen in love with a man which I (at that time) feel, he would be the one to replace my first love but as we move on to later chapters of my life, I see that it's all just a dream. Like every other dream, when you woke up in the morning it's all gone. Let just stop it right there, shall we? I don't want to run much further on that topic. I don't want to hurt anybody's feeling nor I want to hurt mine myself.

I love the fact that last year, I learn to make so many new friends & discover new people that inspire me so much in many different fields of life (remind me to tell you guys who these people are on other post perhaps). And beside my good old schoolmates which I love ever so fondly, I also found another coolio sets of families!

1) Fruitfaces family!

2) Cartoon family!

- There are Teletubies (Rai), Tweety (Mira), Sandy (Damia), Patrick (Me!) & Farah but I forgot which character is hers Nobita kot. :p BHAHAHA

Okay okay, I know those sets are kinda funny, but I love it! I love those individuals personally as a person as they are unique, in their own ways and great to be with. I hope to find more individuals to befriend with, get to know them closer and learn as much from their personalities.

Anyway, last year *ehem it sounds like ages ago, isn't it?* I also managed involve in more & more plays & theatre! Wohoo! And I'm loving every single one of it. These are plays which I, luckily, get the opportunity to involve:-

1) Cherita Anak Siapa with Ombak Jahat productions

2) Boleh Jah with X-factor productions

3) Everyman with my very own classmate productions

4) Alice in Wonderland charity theatre with ELITS society

5) Silence, please! with X-factor productions

Through, Silence, please!, me & my fellow mates, manage to get our first taste ever in entering a theater competition in IIUM theater scene *others we do just as performance*. And guess what? We won 3 awards out of 8! The best part is *despite some silly criticism from haters*, we won the Best Overall Production. Yippee! I am eternally grateful for that. :')

Beside theater, last year had also gives me two wonderful and opportunities to learn new things.

1) Theater Workshop at SMK Seri Sepang by Ombak Jahat Productions.

First, during my short semester, I got to experience the other side of theater. I taught the basic skill in Theater during a Theater Workshop in SMK Seri Sepang with my crazy & funny fellows from Ombak Jahat productions (Poji, Hariz, Epul, Me, Parslan, Shariman & Rabab). This is when I start to realise that I actually enjoy teaching & be surrounded by kids. Can't wait to have another round of this!

2) I become DJ for Chocolate Fair during the Convest.

This is random actually. I just put out my name to try this thing but hell, I had a good time being a DJ. I even get to make new friends, not just from my fellow committees but also from the vendors! haha. I remember well the friendly, ex-soldier Uncle who sells delicious chocolate beside DJ counter, the bunch of foreigners who sell super-cheap novels & gave me extra discount for books I bought, & the Abangs *cheesy ain't it?* who sell kurma juice which I bought almost everyday during my shift and they even give me free bottle of kurma cordial on the last day. Oh, how I miss all those people!

God, I'm not even halfway through my memories & it's already been this long? See how much I babble? That's why I remain composed in most of my post *as if*.

ehem ehem, boleh tak nak berhenti sbb malas nak sambung? takat ni je eden rajin *which is a big deal ok, i usually post much shorter than this*. I wish to write more on my friends & family but I'll post it later la as single individual post.

To go on with the recaps and all, to shorten such a long but wonderful journey of a year in your life is almost impossible especially if you are those type of person who appreciate small things in life. Too many things that words or even pictures alone can't speak of what had happened, so I let my heart & my mind kept it all safe as memories. Memories that will lingers on within me, rewinding itself to remind us on the intricacies of life.

So to end it, last year has been good fr me & my family. Been out and about. Learn so much. Spend time with friends while meet up with new ones. Have ups and downs in life. Currently being ever-so enthusiastic to start up new ventures, facing new challenges, and saying hi to the impossible.

Bring it on!

bloggie

2012-01-09T04:00:00.000+08:00

heyho! ini post kedua buat tahun 2012. *wohoo wohoo*

Sebenarnya ada terniat nak buat post to recap on 2011. but again, almaklumlah kalau dah namanya pemalas, gitulah jadinya. However, since it's 2012, saya berazam untuk buat jugak post fr 2011, a post to say proper goodbye to 2011 and a post to say proper hello to 2012 *as if penting sangat post post tu ye dak*. Well, as long as it's important to me, nothing else really matter that much.

Oleh sebab sekarang ni tengah musim exam, terpaksalah saya postpone semua blog post yang mungkin memerlukan banyak keringat. Since one of my resolution is to improve my outlook, blog better, add up more photos on each post, write more to inspire & to trigger those who may come across my blog to live a better life, jadi nya post akan datang2 mungkin akan lebih fulfilling dari sekarang dan yang sebelumnya.

Anyway I came across 365 days blogging challenge & some other cool websites that truly inspire me. Tho I may not write everyday, but I will try to complete those 365 days blogging challenge. At least adalah idea sikit nak post apa kan kan. :3

kbai, till then.

this is how we should love

2012-01-03T00:24:00.000+08:00

Be Near Me
by Faiz Ahmed Faiz translated by Naomi Lazard

Be near me now, My tormenter, my love, be near me— At this hour when night comes down, When, having drunk from the gash of sunset, darkness comes With the balm of musk in its hands, its diamond lancets, When it comes with cries of lamentation, with laughter with songs; Its blue-gray anklets of pain clinking with every step. At this hour when hearts, deep in their hiding places, Have begun to hope once more, when they start their vigil For hands still enfolded in sleeves; When wine being poured makes the sound of inconsolable children who, though you try with all your heart, cannot be soothed. When whatever you want to do cannot be done, When nothing is of any use; —At this hour when night comes down, When night comes, dragging its long face, dressed in mourning, Be with me, My tormenter, my love, be near me. Note: You may see it quite differently from me but I take the "love" in this poem as none other than beloved, Allah. For me, this is a servant's cry at the depth of a night. Nevertheless, since poems are open fr interpretation, take it anyway you like. btw, happy new year!

now and the memoirs i collected from three years ago

2011-12-27T03:26:00.001+08:00

have you ever live in dreams?

i do.

in fact i am.

here.

now

3 years ago, i live in the same dreams

i look life as a beauty,

wonderful to be experienced.

optimistic,

naive

dreamy

and beautiful.

and 3 years had passed

after all the dark passages,

the pain,

sorrows

and tears

that i'd been through...

i'm here

i'm finally here

right here

at the very place

where it's all started

i'm back where i belong

here

with you

2 weeks from now

2011-12-26T04:05:00.000+08:00

im sorry my dear bloggie
u've been neglected fr too long.

but i have 2 weeks of examination coming up.
please, bear with me.
wait some more.
i'll do justice to you. promise.

oh and please remind me of 2012 resolutions.

i really need to come up with an awesome one.

a year without one leave me restless.

P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C

2011-12-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

hidup saya sekarang sumpah pathetic.
ponteng kelas tak sudah sudah.
makan selagi boleh nak banyak je bila stress.
minum nescafe nak 2 3 tin je sehari, paling kurang.
assignment 20 pages sempat hantar 6 pages je. *finefine*
duit beribu yang ada kat dalam bank pada awal sem sekarang hancur lebur entah kemana.

apa nak jadi ni kiko, apa nak jadi? T.T

nasib sempat pulang rumah walaupun semalam, kalau tak lagi stress jadinya.

all those shits of being university student

2011-12-05T03:36:00.002+08:00

im done,
yeah i am.

im done with two theatre performance within two consecutive weeks.
done with my short film assignment.
done with our poster design & presentation.
done with my take home exercises.
presentations and all.

to make it more interesting, i received my midterms paper & also quizzes.
some are good. some came up as a surprised because i swear i though i would flunk the subject.

i used to put out my marks on my blog just so to motivate myself to work harder. but ever since i enter Gombak campus, my results came out badly *not that bad but not as good as it used to be like the good ol' days in Nilai* adeh, penat lah cakap omputeh, cakap bahasa Melayu pulak. oke nilah dia result midterm ni, i vow to put my marks from now on. so i'll work harder to make it look good on my blog. besides, rasanya saya sorang & beberapa orang rakan je yg mugkin akan baca ni. ;)

Midterms:

Grammatical Analysis: 25.2/30

Intro to Sociology : 25.75/30

Intro to Psychology : Masih misteri

Novel & Short stories: 20/20

Research Method : Entah bila nak examnye.

Critical & Creative Thinking: : Lecturer masih seronok bercuti untuk menanda paper.

Walaupon begitu, masih lagi banyak kerja rupanya yang perlu diselesaikan. Saya baru ingat nak relax2 goyang kaki minggu ni. tapi banyak sangat kerja lagi. wuuuuuuuuuu. T.T

okelah, saya ada presentation esok. nak pergi prepare ape yang patut. baibai.

kebusyan yang melampau

2011-11-29T18:45:00.000+08:00

sumpah rasa macam tak sempat bernafas untuk 3 minggu ni.

dan minggu ni adalah minggu penamat *insyaAllah* untuk segala kesererabutan yang berlaku.

maaf, saya tiada masa yang cukup untuk menulis banyak benda yang tersirat kat hati dan fikiran ni. apa pon, banyak benda dah settle sekarang. tinggal sikit je urusan lagi yg perlu diselesaikan.

kepada kawan kawan UIA, jgn lupa p English Theatre Night 30hb ni.

see u there. ;D

Distant memories

2011-11-06T16:41:00.001+08:00

I remember this, I remember it very well.

In that car, as we heard that song plays.

My heart aches so much.

I felt a stab of pain.
My throat gone dry.

Because deep down, I know, oh yes I know, that song is you.

You are that man.

And you sing it for me.

Till our path cross again.

ape ni?

2011-10-19T16:38:00.000+08:00

saya dah tak tulis chapitre chapitre untuk tajuk entri.

konon dah matang (?) #eh

tautan sempurna

2011-10-17T01:43:00.001+08:00

bila kau jumpa satu seni indah
dari lakaran mudah ke rona warna mempesona

dan kau ketemu pula jalinan kata
dihiasi bait bait ritma yang mengasyikkan

kau gabung kan seni dan kata itu
membentuk satu jalinan

apa yang kau dapat?

aku lihat satu cinta baru
satu keindahan yang bisa mengisi

Tuhan, Kau mungkin matikan satu cinta
tapi Kau hembuskan pula satu cinta yang baru
mungkin beza zahirnya
tapi hatiku merasa debaran yang sama.

p/s: baru selesai menghayati Kocak di Fukuoka & In Between Line karya ayah saudara sendiri, Hasnul Jamal Saidon. terpengaruh mungkin.

there are times when u just have to give it all away

2011-10-14T02:07:00.000+08:00

when you've already tried many times to get one's attention

but that person doesn't seem to notice

you'll get tired eventually.

but if you can still stand with the pain, just do it again anyway

but if nothing seems to happen,

perhaps its about time to let go

don't get your hopes too high, baby

not all the times it will turn out as you expected them to be.

prolly there's someone waiting fr you,

right at the corner,

trying to get your attention,

fr ages.

to the man who cannot be move

2011-09-17T03:20:00.002+08:00

i hope you knew

Of hopes and fears

2011-09-06T02:19:00.003+08:00

bring on the x-ray and see what's there beneath this skin

2011-09-04T16:56:00.000+08:00

bring on the x-ray and see what's there beneath this skin
cut this heart open and see what's it really looks like

what's there?
what's there inside me?

i'd say
i'd say this to you,
"its better not to taste the sweetness of love than to have your heart broken"
"its better to love someone from afar than having left by someone you love"

but i'd say
i'd say this to you
"be it once, twice or thousands of times i had my heart broken
don't, please don't,
don't stop believing in love,
don't stop believing in you.."

the scar, the pain may hurt you
but it will never kill you
it never will
and that's when you learn
and that's when you stand up stronger
and that's when you feel alive

live, my child!
live and let love come to you

Of regrets

2011-08-27T13:34:00.001+08:00

I wasted so many things this Ramadhan

Can I cry?

I'm just hoping that from now on I'll be better than yesterday.

Reminder to self #1

2011-08-20T09:31:00.001+08:00

"Your relationship with Allah is the most important than anything in this world because you know for sure that's the only relationship that last forever"

Morning Dew

2011-08-20T09:23:00.002+08:00

"‎Akan datang kepada manusia tahun-tahun yang penuh dengan penipuan. Pada waktu itu orang yang berdusta dikatakan benar, dan orang yang benar dikatakan berdusta. Orang khianat akan disuruh memegang amanah, dan orang yang amanah dikatakan pengkhianat, dan yang berpeluang bercakap hanyalah golongan ‘Ruwaibidhah’. Sahabat bertanya, apakah Ruwaibidhah wahai Rasulullah? Nabi menjawab, orang bodoh yang bercakap mengenai urusan orang ramai"

MasyaAllah. Ain't we realise that this is currently happening around us? And the number of people who falls under Ruwaibidhah categories is growing. Surely we don't want to be one of these people? Let us pray to Allah.

Anyway, I am very grateful that many of my friends on Facebook keep posting religious & refreshing statuses regarding Islam & Ramadhan. I love this whole new spirit people had during Ramadhan. And for those who keep my spiritual well-being refreshed with great quotations & tazkirah as constant reminder for me & other Muslims, I really appreciate it. Can you just imagine how many pahala(s) you'll earn every time a person read it? SubhanaAllah. May you all be blessed & gain barakah by Allah.

Till then, Assalamualaikum. :)

kepenatan hati

2011-08-20T03:01:00.001+08:00

sumpah aku penat.
penat sampaikan mahu berhenti.

apa kesudahannya ini?
apa yang kita lalui ini?
satu keindahan?
satu kebahagiaan?
satu kegembiraan?
atau..
satu kepahitan?
satu kesakitan?
satu kepedihan?

hati saya penat lah awak.

izinkan saya berehat dulu.

kalau ada jodoh tak kemana.

I wish I was richer than now

2011-08-18T06:53:00.002+08:00

It was 18th of Ramadhan already. 18 days had passed as swiftly as morning breeze that brushed upon your cheeks. How times seems running so fast and how much important things was left undone, wasted for something petty.

18 days and I look back on ~~how much~~, no how little I have achieved on this Holy Month.

I'd say if we, start of our life with 100 points and this points are the ones which determined whether we passed to enter Jannah or not. In life, points are added and subtracted, humans are judged by how many points left by the end of his/her life. What if death comes calling for time out, what was left of my points? Will I pass this ultimate test?

If wealth is measured by our Iman & devotions, I'm sure I'm in the state of poverty. It seems to me that I've been lost, blinded by the blinding lights of the worldly things unable to see clearly the beautiful rays of the hereafter.

How I wish I'd do more.

I wish I am richer in terms of iman & devotions.

Have blessful Ramadhan,
pray to Allah, do devotions,

forgive & seek forgiveness,

you'll never now when your life ends.
this is a personal reminder to myself n those who reads.

sometimes changes are good.

2011-08-14T10:04:00.003+08:00

..cause they changes your mood, your whole perspective or something.

But yes, its good. And hence, I would be changing my blog outlook soon enough, just so to improve my whole spirit towards changing, towards improvement & maturity. But of course, I'll start the blog renovation only after I settle things down with my room business - new paint, tidying up & perhaps some additional touch-ups n deco fr the room.

Oh, btw, I'm currently in the project of spring cleaning my life. That's explain why I'm so triggered to make some new changes on my room & blog. It's time to get rid of all the excess baggage of negativity out from you and embrace a fresh new ambience. Well, it's Ramadhan right? Besides doing devotions and all, we can also do some spring cleaning, or a self post mortem of what you've achieved & done so far. It'll be good for us. :)

So, what are we waiting fr? Let's spring cleaning!

untuk kau

2011-08-04T03:01:00.002+08:00

kau tahu apa yang aku rasa?
kau tahu?
kau tahu apa yang tersurat di sisi hati aku yang rapuh ini?
kau tahu apa yang aku fikirkan di minda kerdil lagi jahil ini?
tahu? tahu?!

jangan kau perkatakan apa-apa tentang aku,
jika kau hanya lihat zahirnya dahulu.
jangan kau bawa cerita-cerita palsu,
jika cetek sahaja yang kau tahu.

diamkan sahaja mulut itu,
jika tiada baik yang mampu kau suarakan!
tutupkan sahaja mata itu,
jika tiada indah yang mampu kau lihatkan!

kau tidak tahu aku,
kau tidak tahu sebenar-benarnya aku.

p/s: ini puisi aku yang pertama dalam Bahasa Melayu. harap lepas ni dapat buat lagi banyak puisi dalam bahasa ibunda.

Chapitre 7.6: this is what passion is all about

2011-07-28T01:35:00.000+08:00

keep calm

and

support Harimau Malaya!

kita gegar kan stadium!

Chapitre 7.5: #1. Wordless Wednesday - Wonderful Things.

2011-07-27T21:01:00.001+08:00

even the simplest thing may touch your heart.

spread the love peeps! ;)

Chapitre 7.4: u don't know what's there inside.

2011-07-19T01:16:00.000+08:00

this people are absolute inspiration!

cheerios miss sheena! *my lecturer*

Chapitre 7.3: in the darkest of night

2011-07-14T06:29:00.000+08:00

i hope this moment will remain.

this part.

when we finally get the rhythm to our song

and dance to the music

without accidentally stepped on each other toes.

i know we can finally find the soul to this music

all we need is the time to get it right.

love,

♥

Chapitre 7.2: the hope that remains

2011-07-06T03:10:00.001+08:00

there are times, some times,
not that much of times..
just a tiny portion of times from your life..
that i wish i can take from u.

times in which i can pour my little stories out,
of little dreams of mine that i built inside this little mind,
of little wishes that never seem to come true,
of little problems that never seem to fade.

i wish u can hear my heart screaming,
of my pain,
of my endearing sorrow,
of my wounds that never seems to heal.

i wish u can reach out your strong pair of hands
and bring me out of this tiny little pitch
of darkness,
of secrets,
of memories.

i wish u hear my inner voice,
u can just sit here for a while and get to know me.
the real me,
not the one that had been tarnished by this pain.
not the one that filled with vindictive flame of grudge, of past.
the real me,
that i'm sure you'll come to love, to adore, to amaze.

come, and listen to me.
we'll cuddle next to each other.
while u shift myself back to my real skin.
while u heal my body back from this pain.

i wish u'll come and save me.
i wish u'll blow the fear away.
i wish u'll sing a song of dreams and hopes and future.

i wish u knew, that its u who can help me.

Chapitre 7.1: shutting off

2011-07-05T01:58:00.001+08:00

i wish i could just shut this little thing.

shut it off from the world.

shut it off for a while.

this little thing,

its too frail,

too fragile,

to handle all this.

it'd been weaken,

too much wound inflicted,

too much pain.

shut this thing off, please.

shut it off now.

till its time to re-open it again.

just shut it off for a while.

shut it off.

Chapitre 6.2: i sing this song to relieve the memories.

2011-06-27T03:59:00.001+08:00

u know what love is?

it's even when u guys can't be together,
but the feeling is still there.

even after a long while,

but it feels just like yesterday.

Chapitre 6.1: i hate this part right here.

2011-06-05T19:25:00.000+08:00

there are times when u r just fucking hurt.

damn how broken u really r inside.

but all u can say is that ur tired.

u just want to have some rest.

maybe this time i shud turn myself numb

and act as if

or pack my bags and leave.

without ever looking back

Chapitre 5.7: manchester united. with love. ♥

2011-05-29T06:08:00.000+08:00

we lose.
we lose. yes, we did.
accept it, we did.
embrace it, we did.

but not enough to put a stop.
not enough to crush us to bits.

for we, are united.
we, are immortal.
we, are the red devil.
we'll never know how to die.
we'll never know when to surrender.
we'll just keep close together.
even when the whole world is against us.

we're growing stronger.
next season, with better game.
gloryglorymanunited. :')

Chapitre 5.6: some dreams.

2011-05-21T01:30:00.001+08:00

at this time, all i can say is that i miss you. so much.

but i know the drill. i understand things had been hard for you.

so, i'll just wait and pray for things to get better for you.

♥

i miss the old days when we would use the snail mail to keep in touch with distant friends. receiving letters from them give you a pleasant warm feelings. replying them, waiting them to reply back. the excitement of it couldn't be felt anymore, now that we have all the technologies for faster communication.

remember the old times when people would write each other love letters filled with sweet and beautiful words that change even a plain person into wonderful poet? how beautiful love makes us do.

i wish we would write love letter to each other sometimes. even our distance is just within a few walks away, and we can even give each other a call to say "i miss you", i wish to do it all the same. i wish to do it with you. ♥

love ♥,

ika.

Chapitre 5.5: dear.

2011-05-07T22:00:00.001+08:00

Dear, please please please come to me so that i won't be alone in this dark dark world.

i'm afraid, i won't survive in it.
i'm afraid, i'll get lost in it.
i'm afraid really.
i'm so damn afraid.

Chapitre 5.4: hijab tutorials vids.

2011-05-06T19:00:00.001+08:00

no, im not the one who's in the vids. harapan lah kan nak buat tutorial sendiri. anyway, these vids are just my favorite hijab tutorials that i would like to share to all of you. since sekarang dah banyak tutorial hijab yang ada kat youtube, susah kan nak buat pilihan. so, these are among the vids yang i love. super super nice! :D

tutorial by Hana Tajima

what more can i say about her? she is phenomenal.

her cutting edge style with perfect boyish touch are so damn good.

tutorial by Aishah Amin

i just looooovee her fashion sense. very stylish & modest.

the fact that she make sure that she cover her chest, makes it even better.

she is such an inspiration.

btw, she an ex UIA student. woah! no wonder. HAHA. x)

tutorial by Fatin Suhana

MasyaAllah, she is so beautiful.

What makes her even more beautiful is the way she talk.

So, graceful, very soft spoken & lady-like.

The way she speaks remind of my friend Shalina.

And she is a talented model too.

ape lagi, jom kita cuba. :D

Chapitre 5.3: KL Book Fair & Other splurge on books.

2011-05-06T02:10:00.001+08:00

Ya, dalam masa dua minggu sahaja, dah habes duit saya beli buku.

ini lah salah satu keburukan cuti sem, pantang keluar, terjumpa kedai buku, pergi masok, dan beli puas puas. lagi lagi ade KL book fair ni. rosak rosak.

tapi sejak saya jumpa Big Bad Wolf Book Sale (BBW) saya dah tak layan dah awak KL book fair. kalau peminat novel Bahasa Melayu takpe lah, pergi bookfair untung la jugak. tapi kalau buku Bahasa Inggeris memang tak berapa berbaloi. MPH discount 10% je n penguins punya booth paling tinggi pon dicount 40% itu pon kebanyakan buku discount takat 30% je. maaflah ye, tapi sape suruh awak punya discount tak sebanyak BBW. BBW satu buku pon rm8 tau.

tapi discount sikit pon, tetap jugak beli kan kan. haish.
ni buku yang saya beli kat Book Fair haritu.

4 books from Mitch Albom

and the last book in Harry Potter series

a few days earlier, saya ada beli one book from MPH bookstores, kat Midvalley, since buku ini dapat offer discount sempena menyambut 105years MPH anniversary. dah la memang saya nak beli buku ni.

Darren Shan's The Thin Executioner.

baru baru ini pulak, saya pergi Brem Mall yang dekat dekat dengan rumah saya tu, untuk beli contact lens. Pastu, singgah pulak ke MY bookstore yang ada kat sana. Hamek kaw. satu buku RM14 & ade tu harga RM10 je. banyak yang discount sampai 70% & 60%. die tengah buat stock clearance agaknya.

Three books from MY Bookstore.

Best buy: Shadow of the Wind.

(memang dah lama mahu membeli buku bestseller ni)

one thing yang saya notice is that, susah nak jumpa orang orang especially Melayu zaman sekarang yang nak baca buku cerita English. yes, almost every classmate of mine read English books but the fact that we are all English major, it's no surprise. but if tengok kawan kawan lain, dorang masih lagi kurang minat baca English novel. in fact, nak tengok depa baca buku pon susah.

the fact yang mostly buku memang sangat mahal, mungkin buat ramai orang tak berapa nak suka nak membaca kot. anyway, if you guy wish to start on reading English books, which I assure you is an interesting experience, you can try buying them at Bookxcess. Oh yes, they sell interesting titles at AWESOMELY CHEAP PRICES yang sure sure MPH, Borders, Kinokuniya & Popular Bookstores won't be able to offer. So, happy reading guys! :D

Chapitre 5.2: something i wish to do again & again

2011-05-04T09:06:00.002+08:00

if i could repeat this moment. i don't mind do it again for hundred times.

being a part of something,

the never ending practices spiced up with lots of jokes,

getting to know new people & get along with them,

putting your mind & soul to the character you play,

working your sweat out for the sake of the team,

feel the adrenaline once on stage,

embracing the energy from the audience,

laugh out loud after all of it was done.

THIS.

this is one thing that i wish i'll never be separated from.

Chapitre 5.1: dear future husband #1

2011-05-02T09:29:00.001+08:00

dear future husband,

if you wish to give me a wedding gift once we get married, instead of going to foreign places, staying at luxury hotel, or relaxing in some cool resort, how about we do something different instead? how about we watch a football match? a real football match, like the final leg of UEFA Champion league or the final game of UEFA EURO 20**, or perhaps any game on the world cup? imagine the feeling the adrenaline rush and the feelings of being a part of the cheering crowd while watching the greatest game in football history together. that would be wicked aite?

anyway, just to let you know, i hope you would love football too as much as i do so that we can have late night cuddling together while watching the Red Devils games. or, if you are a fan of other team like say, Arsenal, we might as well watch the game too. If we are rooting for opposing team, it would be much fun, fooling and mocking each other teams.

but if, you aren't that much a fan of football, i hope you still watch the games with me anyway just to show your support for my passion. it would be very sweet of you to come and watch with me late at night just for the sake of keeping me company.

either you love football or not, i hope you will understand my never ending passion for this game. although i am no near good in playing the football myself. :)

love ♥,

me.

Chapitre 4.8: applying for scholarship & how to nail it.

2011-04-29T07:59:00.000+08:00

memandangkan time bulan bulan gini lah, ramai students dok kejar kejar apply scholarships. rasa macam elok jugak lah kita share ilmu macam mana nak apply for scholarship. hang jangan main main, nak isi borang scholarship pon kena ade skill & technique tau. hihihi.

1. find & apply as many as you can.

- There are many scholarships out there like fish waiting to be caught on rod, all you need to do is find it. Search for as many scholarship as you can, find out the ones that you're eligible and apply for them. Note that: the more you apply, the higher the probability for you to get at least one.

2. Once you found it, you find out!

- When you wish to ask someone for a date, first thing you must do is to get to know more about your crush, right? The same rules apply here. Obviously it's important for you to have a good head start. Therefore, preparation is the key. Find out about scholarships in general and also specifically on the scholarship that you wish to apply. Different organization have different prospect regarding the ones they wish to sponsor. Some of them focus on the ones with good academic performances, some prefer students who actively involve in co-curricular activities and some also prefer to look at their financial & family background. So, once you found all the scholarships that you wish to apply, do some research about them.

3. check the eligibilities.

- Don't go for something that you know will come out wasted. If you aren't even eligible, why bother to apply? So, please make sure you fulfill all the requirements first. :)

4. Don't just read the instructions, follow them.

- Once you are eligible, read all the instructions on completing the application form. Then, make sure you follow all the instructions diligently and don't left anything out.

5. First impression is the last Impression.

- Always make a nice, clean and organised application folder. It will give employers the impression that you an organised person. So, arrange all the required documents in order and filed them accordingly. Also, make sure to fill in the form with neat handwriting. It's better if you minimize the errors, even if you can erase it with liquids or correction tape, it will just make it look messier.

6. Personalisation works wonders.

- If you know the name of the manager in charge and the specific requirement of each scholarship, it pays to personalise your application as in doing so, it will make your application stand out. Address each specific requirements individually, specifying the name of the manager, your strength in the area in which the sponsor are looking for, that you have the requirements to undertake the challenge of a scholarship award and so on.

7. Proofread your application.

- This is perhaps the final step but also the most important of all. After all of the work are done with the application form filled & documents are all neatly arranged, don't ever forget to recheck you whole application. Make sure every particulars required is filled, no spelling errors and all the documents are there.

tadaaaaa! lepas tu boleh la hantar. n n lagi satu, it's a good thing if you have a good grasp in English, both writing & speaking. lagi lagi kalau depa suruh hangpa semua karang essay or buat outline ke pasal reasons why you deserve to receive this scholarship. pape pon banyak banyak kan berdoa n tawakal. kalau tak dapat sekarang, cube je apply lagi bile dia open. ade je orang yang mulanya tak dapat tapi satu taun blaja undergraduates, baru dia dapat. depends on rezeki.

its not much but at least i hope this will help you a bit. good luck peeps!

Chapitre 4.7: keep calm and...

2011-04-27T05:00:00.000+08:00

keep on rocking Red Devils!

Chapitre 4.6: dirty little secrets.

2011-04-27T01:48:00.000+08:00

people in your life will come and go like ships that harbours on an island.

some may stay longer,
many may swiftly go away.
a few will never leave you
and decide to stay forever.

i believe that they are people that come across your life,
knowing you a little but that just is.
maybe some of them will remember you,
perhaps because of one small yet significant role you've played in their life.

some, will get to know you deeper,
but not close enough for you to pour everything out.
they'll stay in your life long enough.

but they are a few, so small in number, perhaps two or three,
that know all your deepest and dirtiest little secrets in life,
but still stay with you and accept it wholeheartedly.
they don't judge your past, and see you only as what you are in the present,
and yet optimistically believe you'll be better in future.
even if you're not, they don't care about it anyway.

but it's hard to find these people.
for many of them, once told, will judge you,
and won't see you as they see you before.

but they are all the same.
they are your friend, ur loved ones or perhaps, strangers.
they are people who owns a heart just like you.

i hope i'll be able to meet every one of them.
n sail in the ship of friendship.
and learn as much as many from them.
make as many memories with them
before their ships start sailing away.

Chapitre 4.5: i too suck up to study for final, so i do some shopping instead.

2011-04-22T20:08:00.000+08:00

.Chic POP Street Market 7.

.Flea What 2.

Chapitre 4.4: sudah tiba masanya aku berehat

2011-04-14T08:20:00.000+08:00

16hb. ya ya, satu sahaja lagi paper. satu sahaja lagi. then im gone for a whole three weeks of holiday.

ape nak buat? ape nak buat ni kawan kawan? tiga minggu. wehoo!

boleh la baca buku banyak banyak.
boleh la tengok movie banyak banyak.
boleh la hapdet belog banyak banyak.
boleh la makan banyak banyak.
boleh la kemas bilik selalu selalu.
boleh la tido selalu selalu.
boleh la blaja drive selalu selalu.
boleh la belaja masak selalu selalu.

sudah, annoying pula rasanya bila baca balik. lagi lagi kalau korang baca laju laju dengan suara eksaited.

sebelum tu, kita study dulu untuk final exam. oyeahh!

Chapitre 4.3: show me ya bff contest.

2011-04-14T04:59:00.001+08:00

haaa, ni ha ni, cik akmar punya pasal lah kena buat satu blogpost baru ni. padahal eden malas sungguh nak hapdet. *senyum lebar lebar sampai nampak gigi* eh eh, takde lahh. terima kasih ye awak sebab tag saya. mana lah tau tetbe menang, dapat lah jugak merasa shawl n dress percuma, ye dak?

baek, kita teruskan agenda kita.

sebelum tu,

kalau berminat,

sila klik gamba di bawah untuk ke belog penganjur kontes ye.

tadaaa! ini lah gamba yang saya pilih.

*kanak kanak riang bermain layang layang tanpa selipar di kaki*

oleh sebab cik Rabab Borhanuddin yang pakai baju kurung polkadot tu tak berapa nak suka elemen elemen yang berunsur jiwang mahupon romantik sebab dia geli geli, jadi saya akan cuba sebaik mungkin untuk tidak menulis apa apa yang yang ada elemen sebegitu.

baek, dear cik NurulBadiah Lai _____ (insert some compliment here *bodek bodek sikit*),

have you ever encountered a person who you can act all silly & do random things together?
a person who'll walk back with you after class, while reciting impromptu-made poems together out loud?
a person who'll play kites with you together, wearing baju kurung, without shoes, while running around like 6 year old at a field?
a person who'll go with you to stadium, full of unknown sweaty people, to watch an important match in Malaysia's history?
a person who'll accept to go with you to a random trip to someplace right after you finish your class?

beliau lah orang nya itu.

pagi pagi, tatkala semua masih lagi dalam mood baru bangun tido, kami berjalan ke kelas dengan ketawa yang begitu kuat sampai pecah keheningan pagi.
malam malam, tatkala berjalan pulang ke bilik, kami cuba menahan semua kereta yang lalu di sepanjang jalan, dan ketawa setiap kali melihat riak muka pemandu tersebut
tatkala bosan berjalan, kami berkejaran berlari lari sepanjang jalan.

aku tahu kaw tak suka kucing, kucing dekat sikit, kaw jerit.
aku tahu kaw tak reti melintas jalan, kalau ade kereta dekat, kaw jerit.
aku tahu kaw takut hantu, bile orang takotkan, kaw datang compartment aku mintak teman.
aku tahu kaw senang sangat adrenaline rush, pantang ade benda seronok sikit, dah eksaited eksaited lompat lompat kat dalam bilik.
aku tahu kaw tak sedar pon kita ada assignment tak pon kena print exam slip untuk final, tak pon exam midterm kita bila, infact aku rasa kaw tak sedar pape pon. x)

tapi kaw lah,
teman sebilik,
teman berborak,
teman sekelas,
teman ketika makan,
teman ketika dirundung masalah hati,
teman menonton bola,
teman ketawa,
teman bershopping,
teman kongsi kongsi idea fashion,
teman melunaskan idea utnuk membuat prank,
teman lewat ke kelas,
teman masa involve teater,
teman __________. (dah la, saya penat nak tulis lagi, you get the idea)

Kiko = the mastermind, the one who set the idea.
Rabab= the pioneer, the one who put the idea into action.

together we are one fine pair, aite?

sekian. B)

ps: saya tag ---> fawh, niklisa, ana.

Chapitre 4.2: sometime i wonder.

2011-04-07T04:10:00.001+08:00

how life would be without labels?
yeah, what if cool ain't cool?
beautiful ain't beautiful?
stupid ain't stupid?

isn't it great? isn't it wonderful?
what are we becoming now?
fooling around, faking ourselves.
walk in this path full of lies.
when we know, we all know,
there's other way better than this.

why do you do that, dear?
do you really like what you've become?
is this what you really want to do?
why impress them, who do not bother?
why impress them, who'll hate you more?
when we know, we all know,
when there's only one whom you shall prove.

i know, yeah i know
this anger, this frustrations won't do me any good.
when all i can do is just watch you.
how you being wretched.
how you keep hurting yourself.
i can't help you. i'm too small.
i wish i could, dear.
i wish i do.

i'm a part of this.
yeah, i'm one of you too.
but can i run? can i go? can i?
oh, please...can i?

i wish i could, dear.

i wish i do.

Chapitre 4.1: i keep on dreaming. that's the least i can do.

2011-04-01T07:13:00.001+08:00

hello encik belog, kali ni saya nak cakap ngan awak pasal setuff setuff yang saya dok berangan konon konon nak beli bila berkemampuan nanti. hee.

1) Alexa's Mulberry inspired handbag. :O *nganga luas luas sambil kua drools*

handbag ni memang dah merata dah wanita wanita kat dalam lookbook pakai. kasi bikin ati panas lagi envy tatkala melihat mereka memakainya. so far, yang dicari paling murah rm65 kat blogshop. but yang the october punya paling lawa but mahal sampai beratus ratus wa cakap sama lu. mana nak korek duit ni? T.T

*yang ni alexa tuh*

seyes wa cakap sama lu beg ni pakai baju pape pon boleh bikin lawa terus your whole outlook.

2) Messenger handbag *ntah saya tak tahu orang panggil dia ape* & miu miu inspired handbag.

handbag ni pon ade ala ala alexa yang kat atas tu punya style tapi bit different sikit. but still lawa. yang miu miu tu nampak classy sikit berbanding yang miu miu. but still both lawaaaaaaaaaaa.

*ni yang messenger bag tuh*

and some inspirations..

*ni yang miu miu inspired*

cantik! nak menangis sebab harga mahaaaaaaaal. tapi boleh kan kan nak beli? saya dah la takde proper handbag? atleast beli bia yang bagus terus kan kan? haha.

okeh, bab handbag dah habes berangan. lepas ni kita berangan kasut pulak ye puan puan.

*picture courtesy of the october blogshop. click here to see more*

Chapitre 3.6: konon pelajar cemerlang

2011-03-30T03:18:00.000+08:00

memandang musim exam sudah bermula. marilah kita ingatkan diri sendiri pasal jadual exam supaya kepala tu tak absent minded sangat p buat movie marathon lah, tv series marathon lah, book marathon lah.

ye la kan, revision week seminggu lebih. boleh buat macam macam dalam seminggu tuuuu. aku memang dah lama tak dapat merasa satu week yang tak pack langsong niyh. week yang akan datang niyh la satu satu nya week yang aku akan rasa aman sikit. dapat lah aku guling guling kat katil, menari tarian afrika, dan lain lain aktiviti menarik yang rasanya lebih baek dirahsiakan dari pengetahuan khalayak ramai.

jadual exam sem ni naseb steady je. banyak masa free.

4th Apr (Mon) - Introduction to History & Civilization

8th Apr (Fri) - Phonetics & Phonology [PNP]

- Revelation as Source of Knowledge [RASOK]

12th Apr (Tue) - Introduction to Mass Comm

16th Apr (Sat) - Introduction to Drama

Banyak gap. hebatnya. seronoknya!

btw, carry marks saya banyak yang rendah rendah. takleh la nak seronok seronok sangat. kne study betul2. kalau tak malu je dapat scholar tapi cgpa macam haremm.
baek, buat kawan kawan yang sedang hadapi n bakal hadapi final macam saya, all da best. kita gempur!

*sekadar gambar hiasan*

Chapitre 3.5: why oh why?

2011-03-26T02:54:00.001+08:00

especially when i'm with you. :'(

Chapitre 3.4: of unfinished assignment & burned eyes.

2011-03-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

dear Encik Belog,
sekarang saya sedang berusaha menyiapkan last assignment saya sebelum saya menghadapi finals. phewww! naseb saya dah settlekan sume keje2 lain.

maaf encik belog, saya MEMANG busy. takde masa saya nak layan awak.
lagipon saya ada encik Muncit, encik Diary, familya, kawan kawan, teater performances n studies yang saya kena layan sejak beberapa minggu tanpa henti. mereka memang gedik semacam. tak bagi peluang langsong untuk saya layan awak.

lepas saya siap assignment, saya selesai tasmi' n dah habes semua kelas untuk semester niyh,
saya layan awak punya lahh.walopon saya ada final pulak yang kena hadap. *tengok pengorbanan saya terhadap awak encik Belog*

oke lah awak, nanti saya borak borak dengan awak lagi yee. saya nak layan Hamletmachine niyh. kejadah haram mind-boggling sangat cerita die. hebat sangat pakcik Muller yang dok reka cerita niyh. huish huish.

okeh, papai encik Belog. :)

Chapitre 3.3: encik muncit ♥

2011-03-09T04:25:00.001+08:00

n that person is u.

so please oh please, don't assume otherwise.

Chapitre 3.2: one last breath.

2011-03-09T03:49:00.001+08:00

one more play to go. yes, only one more.

after that i will be free.

after that i can go back home and see the faces of my loved ones.

but before that, i wish to invite u guys to come and watch our play. mine yang Everyman tu. :)

pooofff! mode bahasa ditukar kepada bahasa Melayu!

............................................................................................................

aku rasa poster section aku cool gilaa weyhh *sila rujuk gambar di atas*. tak tahu pon siapa yang buat niyh. tapi serius aku sukaa. since dia gabungkan for both plays terus although kita different groups. nampak kita kaw-team sikit *aku tak reti eja kaw team tuu, asal ade bunyi sudahh*

sejak aku involve teater, dah lama aku tak rasa duduk terbaring2 kat atas katil pada pukul 9.00 malam sambil berfikir dan biar minda aku melayang jauh ke sana ke mari.

dan kerana itu juga, dah lama aku tak denga Rabab tanya aku dari compartment sebelah, "Kiko, kaw tengah buat apa tu?" lalu aku jawab, "tengah berfikir..." sebab memang tulah yang aku sedang buat tatkala tiada apa lagi yang benda yang bisa aku lakukan.

minggu minggu lepas, balik je dorm dengan badan penat nya, aku hanya mampu paksa diri je untuk berjaga, itu pon aku akan end up tertido atas katil dengan keadaan compartment yang berserabai, kerja terbengkalai, dan badan tak berlengas(?) *euwww, tak senonoh nya aweks niyhhh kan kan? kehkehkeh*. haish haish. siap banyak kali overslept sampai terpaksa ponteng kelas. aku memang tak terurus la. tapi sekarang tahan la sikit, compartment aku dah kemas, baju aku dah boleh basuh regularly *fyi, aku basuh tangan jee, aii tak main lah bayar masok dua hinggit pakai mesin ni*.

lepas habes semua niyh, konfirm aku akan bosan sebab takde ape nak buat malam malam selain study *erkk?*, menghadap tumblr dan lookbook, bertafakur, dan apa apa ajelah untuk menghilangkan perasaan bosan tu. takpe lahh, sudah tiba masanya untuk aku rehatkan emosi, badan, dan minda aku. dah penat meletakkan diri aku untuk menjadi orang lain.

baek baek, panjang pulak aku membebel niyh. btw, pagi nanti ada presentation, wish me luck. bubui!

Chapitre 3.1:

2011-03-05T00:52:00.000+08:00

fuhhh. naseb baek saya dah berjaya meredah taufan beberapa hari lepas. banyak sangat benda yang menyerabotkan kepala otak dan mencabar kemampuan fizikal saya. naseb baek ade encik muncit yang merelakan diri menjadi dumb bell saya. kehkehkeh. rela dijadikan tempat saya melepaskan segala amarah dan stress yang dah menggunung tinggi. *sorry awak, saya memang sengaja tapi lepas ni saya sweet sweet ngan awak yee. haha. gediks*

saya sebenarnya dah ketandusan idea. tiada apa yang mahu dituliskan. walaupon macam macam perkara yang berlegar kat minda saya yang cergas lagi konon-bijak ni.

tapi tapi apa yang pasti, saya betul betul homesick. lantak p la depa suma nak kata yang rumah aku jaraknya sekangkang kera pon. tapi depa tau apa, aku tak balik balik dekat tiga minggu dah ni. masok la niyh dah empat minggu aku tak balik rumah. sedih! hang tau dak? sedih. wuwuwuwu. dah la abang nemanja vidic saya kena red card masa lawan chelsea. sedih! hang tau dak? sedih.

pape pon. saya bersyukur sangat sebab dua persembahan teater yang saya involve dah pon settle. tenkiu kepada semua kawan kawan yang sudi menghadirkan diri. harap harap korang enjoy. mungkin kalau saya kerajinan, saya akan cerita dengan lebih lanjut lagi pasal involvement saya *tu pon kalau rajin. memang harapan lah kan nak tunggu saya rajin tu*

baek awak awak semua, selamat malam. :)

Chapitre 2.7: this is my way to say goodbye to february.

2011-02-23T03:02:00.001+08:00

kawan kawan, saya sebenarnya nak jemput anda semua *especially kawan kawan saya kat gombak tuu* datang ke teater performances.

First, Cherita Anak Siapa under Ombak Jahat Production.

on 24th February.

Second, Boleh Jah!! under X Factor Production sempena Nusantara Theatre Week.

on 28th February & 1st March.

*anda boleh klik di tulisan berwarna warni untuk link event di facebook bagi mendapatkan maklumat lanjut*

Chapitre 2.6: serabut

2011-02-17T05:17:00.000+08:00

khamis. 17/2.

1 map quiz.

1 assignment to submit.

1 term paper.

1 theatre practice.

malam malam saya sekarang dipenuhi latihan latihan teater. kire anda boleh cakap saya takde life sekarang sebab week saya full dengan latihan je. saya takde masa nak berborak dan bergosip dengan kawan kawan. saya takde masa untuk keluar shopping. saya takde masa nak study *ecece bajet kalau ade masa konon konon stady la kan*. saya takde masa nak baca buku cerita. saya takde masa nak jumpe dengan encik muncit. dan saya takde masa nak balik rumah. banyak sangat bende saya miss sekarang.

haish, kadang kadang kita plan schedule kita baek baek pon, things can go wrong kan?

after khamis ni, saya ade lagi beberapa perkara yang kena settle:-

1. teater "Cherita Anak Siapa"

2. teater "Boleh jahhh"

3. Phonetics & Phonology IPA skill tests.

4. Midterm 2 for Mass Comm

5. Class Play "Everyman"

6. RASOK Presentation

dan beberapa perkara yang mungkin timbul selepas saya ~~menulis~~ menaip post ini.

1st half sem saya rasa macam lapang sangat. tulahh, gembira sangat goyang goyang kaki tiap tiap malam. kan dah kena. hamek kaw, 2nd half sem ni hampir tercungap cungap saya nak dapatkan udara segar.

apa saya merepek ni? satu hapak nota pon saya tak baca lagi ni. :O

babai awak awak semua. doakan saya dapat jawab exam & quiz. terima kasih.

Chapitre 2.5: wohooo!

2011-02-14T15:37:00.001+08:00

aku jakun banyak sangat kelas cancel harini.

ya, aku lah orang nya yang berfikiran sedemikian rupa. tiba tiba terasa annoyed. dahh. :|

Chapitre 2.4: ini risiko yang aku ambil

2011-02-14T01:45:00.000+08:00

i'm taking my chance.
i'm taking the risk.
i don't care what will happen.
because if not it'll be a miss.

i've decided already.
this heart of mine, i open wide.
you and i, we gonna go steady.
you and i, we walk side by side.

kzr. ♥

Chapitre 2.3: i wish u were here.

2011-02-13T04:47:00.000+08:00

cause

i can't sleep.

♥

Chapitre 2.2: oke, kaw memg cute.

2011-02-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

entry tiada kaitan dengan tajuk. tajuk tiada kaitan dengan entri.
baek lah sudah sudah kan kemerapuan itu. ni sedikit reminder untuk diri sendiri:

lain kali bile nak pegi shopping ingat supaya:

1. 38 = 8 is NO NO.
setelah sekian lama hidup di muka bumi ini, baru lah aku tahu saiz 38 tu tak sama dengan saiz lapan *noob gila kannn? aku tahu nak buat camnaaaaa kan*. jadi, lain kali beli kasut saiz tigapuluhsembilan atau empatpuluh ye cik kak. or try sampai lembam untuk memastikan saiz tersebut betul dengan kePANJANGAN kaki anda.

2. selepas try baju, jangan tertuka baju yang anda nak beli dengan baju yang anda tamau beli masa bagi baju kat mamat yang jaga fitting room.
yaa ini lagi satu kesengalan. time aku pergi try baju, aku bawak 2 baju yang design sama tapi saiz berbeza. dan once aku dah try n dah decide saiz mana yang paling sesuai, aku keluar dengan confident nya lalu menghulurkan saiz yang konon-aku-ingat-saiz-taksesuai tu kat mamat yang jaga. zzz. siap terus pegi kaunter bayar sebab nak cepat sangat. balik rumah, den damnnnnn, oke, apahal singkat ni? FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
dah kena p balik hari lain untuk tuka saiz.

oke, tu sahaja. diam kaw, saya tahu saya sengal tapi nak buat camne umi saya dah tunggu kat kedai lain dah la midvalley tu besar dan umi saya tunggu kat bahagian north manakala saya kat bahagian south kejadah haram nak bergegas ke sana time dalam fitting room lagiiii *hamek kaw aku bagi sentence panjang punya*. memang rushhh hour la kann. bukan salah saya sepenuhnya la kan kan?

ps: semua pekerja kat situ cute cute. tu jelah kaitan nya ngan tajuk di atas. sekian.

Chapitre 2.1: there are times when we need to write all things down.

2011-02-01T19:04:00.000+08:00

in fact, i think, most of the time, we need to have a pen and some papers to jot down anything that might pop up in our mind. sometimes, ideas and plans we're schemed in our mind at times when we least expecting it.

anyway, i used to have a habit since i was a kid. that is the habit of writing down everything that comes in my mind. or writing down a list of things to do, homework that must be done, things to buy, things to study, and the list just goes on and on. i wrote them in notebooks, in a piece of small blank paper, or anything that a pen or pencil will able to left its mark.

but lately, i start to notice, i'd not been doing this as often as i used to. it somehow makes me confuse, i don't know whether it's a good or a bad thing. perhaps it's good, because finally i can help saving the mother earth by preventing from the wastage of papers. but perhaps it's bad cause i think that somehow i become less productive, less creative, less intelligent(?) now. really, writing down things, thinking about what to write, somehow works my mind in a good way. it helps my brain to think better.

now, i think my mind had become lazier than ever. they become fat with stupidity. seriously, i think i am a bit stupid now that i think & write less.

oh my! what i've been babbling about? zzzzzzzz. oke, u just wasted a few seconds, minutes, or hour (?) of your time for reading this post *the time may differ in accordance to your reading skills*. hahaha. babai. ;)

Chapitre 1.8: saya mahukan ini. oyeah!

2011-01-31T04:04:00.001+08:00

wahh. dah berhabuk belog aku ni. sorry guys, i dah lama tak hapdet my blog yuuuu. i kan artis-wanabe kena lah kononkonon busy memanjang. zzzzzz. okeh, memang aku ade banyak hal pon minggu minggu lepas. dengan midterm ape sume. sekarang dah start cuti midsem, makanya banyak lah masa aku nak merepek kat encik belog aku ni kan kan.

baeklah, aku sedang mencari bende alah ni sekarang.

hari tu ade jumpa dekat bazaar yang sentiasa-bukak-dan-tak-retireti-nak-tutup dekat dekat mosque square yang menghala ke library UIA tuhhh *baca dengan satu nafas sahaja*. tapi malangnya tiada saiz. akak yang jual tu cakap nak call kalau stock baru sampai tapi keharam jadah die tak tepontepon dan aku pon busy mengalahkan perdana menteri minggu ni jadi tak sempat nak singgah kat tapak bazaar tu *walaupon hari hari aku lalu time nak pegi kelas*. maka, tak dapat lah eden nak membeli nya kan. kesimpulannya disini, aku kenalah cari sendiri kat luar.

hari tu ade jumpe dekat zara tapi tahu tahu lah kan, dah nama pon zara mesti mahal tahap bapak punya. memandangkan aku ni memg dasar kedekut tahi hidung masam dengan pendapatan sekadar mengharapkan duit biasiswa, memang lah aku tak beli. lagipon yang dekat bazaar tu jual rm40, murah dan kualiti bagus sehebat zara oke *sekarang dah menyesal gila tak beli kat situ. wuwuwuwu~* jadi aku akan cari lah yang macam tu dengan harga yang murah jugak.

sekarang niyh ramai dah pakai maxi skirt niyh. even hijabis fashionistas pon pakai. lawaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sangat *aku letak banyak 'a' untuk emphasize kan kelawaan tersebut* mesti ramai dah ade punya, aku je yang baru terhegeh hegeh nak cari. dengki tahu tak?

baek, mari kita jamu mata tengok gambar gambar yang aku dah google kat google (?). kite tengok camna depa ni pakai maxi skirt ni haa.

*hana tajima pon pakai ogehhh*

ade jugak maxi skirt yang lain tapi setakat ni aku mahukan seperti di atas yang cotton jersey punya.

cantik bukan? nak satu nak satu nak satu jugak!
baekkkk. itu sahaja aku nak cakap.
adios amigos!

Chapitre 1.7: bila midsem kunjung tiba.

2011-01-24T02:59:00.001+08:00

bila midsem datang, maka banyak lah exam yang saya kena hadap dengan beberapa assignment yang kena siap kan. saya ade 3 term paper before cuti midsem. n lagi 1 after cuti tu pulak.

naseb baek lah sangat2 sem ni cuma ade satu je written assignment yang ala ala research paper tu. last sem sampai 8 term papers yang kena buat. mahu nak mati terjelepok saya nak siapkan semua nya.

pape pon, awak semua jangan lupa ya datang tengok saya & rakan2 perform teater Februari niyh InsyaAllah. tempat dia tak sure lagi. kitorang tak start practice pon lagi ni. baru meeting skali je. yang saya tahu tiket die rm3. n dis teater under Law Society & under Ombak Laut (?) production. sila lah datang okies.

n saya ada lagi satu performance jugak after tu, on 11th March. tapi yang ni bukan teater2 yang gah tu. dis one dibuat sebagai assignment-project untuk course Introduction to Drama. jadi performance niyh ade markah. tapi datang je lah kalau nak sebab mesti kitorang buat beriya-iya punya sebab nak dapat markah tinggi untuk Drama. HOHOHOHO. cool tak jadi budak BENL? assignment kitorang kena buat performance sume. sila dengki sekarang kitorang punya assignment best gila.

oyeah. doa kan saya dapat jawab semua exam dengan baek and assignment saya dapat markah tinggi2. hihihi. saya paling cuak ngan Mass Comm sebab banyak sangat nak kena baca. dah la saya rasa nak tido guling2 atas katil tu tatkala saya baca perenggan pertama bab pertama buku tu. mati lahh saya, macam mana nak habes kan baca semua kan. tapi naseb baek dah lepas dah exam Mass Comm & Alhamdulillah saya dapat jawab.

dulu2 saya ingat lagi time zaman sekolah. saya rajin sangat buat nota lawa lawa. walaupon sekarang still macam tu tapi tak lah secantik and sesemangat dulu. tapi dulu saya memang pemalas. saya suka tido dalam kelas. even time add math pon boleh tido tersengguk sengguk sampai kena panggil ngan teacher Faridah & berdiri sepanjang kelas ngan pentido tegar yang lain. WAHAHA. sengal betul zaman sekolah. hingusan sungguh!

oke, dah la. nanti kite sambung cerita lagi. papai. :)

Chapitre 1.6: cloud nine

2011-01-17T03:46:00.000+08:00

i wish i had wings.

cause i feel like flying right now.

u are that person.

kzr. ♥

Chapitre 1.5: 100th crap from me.

2011-01-14T02:03:00.003+08:00

i have yet officially said goodbye to 2010.

nor do i prepared enough to welcome 2011.

but today,

i think its about time for me to stop linger on the past,

move on, and start a new phase of my life.

i'd been in too much pain in 2010.

but i also managed to achieve great things in 2010.

its year full of tears as well as laughter.

but hey, that's life.

tapi yang pastinya, aku sangat bersyukur kerana aku berjaya dapat dean's list masa foundation, walaupon masok degree result terus jadi teruk. at least merasa lah jugak kan dapat dean's list.

aku juga dapat scholarship sebab result konon-macam-bagus time foundation ditambah pula dengan record konon-cemerlang time spm. tapi aku bersyukur lah kan, murah rezeki. kalau aku tak dapat scholarship, memang mampos aku nak hidup kat uia gombak niyh. ayah aku dah la standard haji bakhil, kedekut tahi hidung hangit. jangan harap lah nak dapat duit senang2.

aku juga dah berjaya memulakan langkah pertama aku untuk mencapai harapan aku supaya bergiat aktif dalam seni teater masa dekat universiti *ini memang salah satu passion aku*. masa minggu pertama or kedua, alhamdulillah aku dapat participate dalam teater "Hikayat Cari Jodoh". dan aku involve dengan short film "Hitam Putih" walaupon tak habes shooting and tak dapat ditayangkan akibat kerosakan camera, tapi still, pengalaman weyhh.

dah la tu penat lah recall semua pengalaman konon best sepanjang 2010. setiap moment ade je yang indah bagi aku, even the smallest things pon. :)

dan yang pahit tu memang banyak la kan. bia lah beliau berlalu. malas nak recall nanti aku jugak yang touching & feeling sorang sorang *konon sedih*. kehkehkeh.

konklusinya,

ps: kepada semua rakan, followers & pembaca setia belog sampah aku ni, terima kasih banyak banyak sebab sudi baca belog saya. saya terharuuuu. sayang kamu semua okies. :')

Chapitre 1.4: oh no!

2011-01-10T02:25:00.000+08:00

oh God.

after knowing you.

well, i think..

i guess i have a HUGE crush on u. ♥

Chapitre 1.3: ye, aku sengal. memang pon.

2011-01-08T12:00:00.010+08:00

aku selalu je letak gamba yang huduh2 kat profile pic aku kat facebook. ade sikit sikit je, mungkin dalam dua tiga gambar lah yang gaya aku yang boleh diconsiderate lagi. tapi aku bukan selalu tuka profile picture pon. malas upload. haha.

ni gamba profile terbaru aku. tengok lah muka sengal sekor sekor. hohoho.

STOP MOURNING!!!

gambar ni di ambil before kitorang perform teater 10 minutes yang bertajuk "Unheard" sempena Censerve Award & Price Giving Ceremony. Ini time tengah bersiap siap lah konon nya. kitorang tengah sebut line sorang kawan kitorang sebab cara dia sebut line tu sangat lawak. tiap kali habes practice mesti kitorang asek nganjing cara die sebut line tu.

jangan terpedaya dengan muka sekor sekor dalam gambar niyh. muka aku lebih hodoh dari tu namun lebih comel mungkin. ini semua after dah di make-up. syukur make-up kali niyh tak setebal masa aku berlakon cerita "Hikayat Cari Jodoh" sem lepas. serius gila tebal semua orang kena make-up time tu. dan si atuk yang kat tengah tu, takde lah tua pon. muka sebenar dia memang lain. So, respect sama make up artis. bukan nye slalu dapat make-up, bila ade teater n special occasion je aku akan pakai.

baeklah, mungkin kalau aku rajin, *yang kemungkinan nya sangat lah tipis, dalam 0.01% je* aku akan cerita pengalaman aku berteater dan berdrama. seronet weyh! cume tu lah, aku niyh memang dasar nya dilahirkan dengan naluri kemalasan yang sangat kuat. maka nya, mungkin sampai bila lah baru aku hapdet pasal tu.

dah dah banyak nye aku merepek. lalalala~

Chapitre 1.2: Sekarang tiba masanya!

2011-01-07T17:16:00.000+08:00

Oyeah! oyeah! dapat duit dapat duit. saya dah dapat dah check scholar saya untuk di bank-in.

saya orang kaya sementara sekarang. sila lah dengki.

boleh lah start berangan-angan nak beli ape kan kan? *senyum lebar lebar*

hmmm, ape ye nak beli? macam banyak je. dah lama tak shopping baju.

tapi buat masa ni, saya kena beli headphone dengan external hard disk dulu.

memandangkan external hard disk 500GB yg lama dah pon penuh, sume segala bapak lagu, gambar, movie, cerita ngan anak-anak die terpaksa lah saya pakat letak je dalam laptop sampai lembap jadinya. huuuu. so, untuk mengelakkan dari encik momo rosak, saya kena beli satu lagi hard disk.

ini hard disk lama saya. buffalo punya. beli time kat pc fair. cantek kan. saya bagi nama domo-kun kat dia, sbb saya suka domo-kun.

yang kat bawah ni, hard disk yang mungkin nak beli. konon nak beli yang lawa je. hahaha.

yang ni buffalo yang sama macam dulu punya. warna dia cam limited je.

yang ni western digital punya. kaler ni pon tak best sangat.

yang niyh. wahhhhhhhh! lawanyaa. nak yang kuning or turqoise tu. gila lawa!

nak nak nak. tapi tak tau boleh jumpe ke tak nanti. *berdoa agar dapat jumpe kaler yang macam ni*

headphone nak kena beli sebab yang lama punya wayar tercabut masa nak angkat tepon. *gelojoh kan sampai tercabut wayar*. dah la saya sayang sangat kat headphone tu sebab selesa & sound pon bagus. ade certain headphone die bikin sakit telinga je kan. kalau pakai earphone, saya macam kurang minat sikit sebab geli kalau ade orang nak pinjam. mana tahu kan terlekat tahi telinga die yang berminyak minyak tu. *eeeeeeeee wek wek! muntah kaler purple* jadi guna headphone selamat sikits.

Headphone memang kena beli sebab kalau nak tengok cite or dengar music takde lah bising sangat sampai kacau roomate saya. roomate saya dah lah set set pelajar cemerlang oke *kecuali rabab lah kan. HAHAHA* akak roomate saya sorang tu PhD, sorang tu Master. hebat kan? yang PhD tu akak dari Indonesia, dah 7 tahun die belajar sini. dia cakap die dah tawaf satu Malaysia dahh. even saya orang Malaysia pon tak keliling lagi satu Malaysia. Wuuuuu~

pape pon. stakat ni. tu ni dua yang penting skali untuk dibeli. lepas tu boleh lah format laptop n kemaskini semua folder. saya rasa serabot sangat tengok folder yang tak tersusun langsong dalam encik momo ni. tulahh, payah sungguh jadi orang terlebih organize, serabot sikit dah rasa menyampah.

baeklah, sekian saja buat kali ini. semoga kita berjumpa lagi! ;)

Chapitre 1.1: Ngauman Harimau Malaya

2011-01-06T01:16:00.002+08:00

watching a significant game in Malaysia history is one thing.

but watching it live in the stadium with all the other fanatics,

cheering for our national team, jumping over and over again after every score,

making the wave, singing in synchronization,

that's what we call pure passion.

no one else can replace those feeling we all felt that time.

no one.

...........

Aku selalu je terlambat kalau bab bab isu semasa dan recent news. Aku dah start buat post ni dari last week lagi tau tapi intenet lembap macam kura kura yang umurnya setengah abad, aku terus rasa annoyed nak tunggu.

Walaupon dah seminggu Malaysia julang piala AFF Suzuki tu, aku nak jugak post something pasal kemenangan beliau. Tak banyak gamba pon yang sempat ditangkap akibat keterujaan yang terlampau, aku sajikan lah mana mana yang ada ye. Aku tak tangkap gambar banyak sebab teruja melampau lampau sangat time tu. Maaf, kualiti gambar tidak setanding dslr tatkala hanya mampu memiliki kamera digital yang dahulu nya pernah mengalami era kegemilangan namun kian dilupakan akibat kebanjiran penggunaan dslr. hehhehe. :B

aku pergi dengan roomate aku rabab. sampai sana, kitorang join dengan Milo & rakan-rakan beliau. actually semua adek-beradek laki aku pergi jugak. tapi aku tak join dorang sebab Milo yang pegang tiket aku. Lagipon nak cari dorang lagi lah payah. Dorang masuk pintu merah, jauh dari pintu yang aku masuk. Jadi tak dapat lah aku nak tengok match dengan siblings aku yang memang semua nya gila bola sepak ala ala football hooligans (tapi bukan lah yang ganas ganas tu. dorang yang fanatik fanatik tu)

pape pon, game final memang terbaik dari ladang. masa tu, aku semangat Malaysia tu kuat sangat. tak pernah aku rasa sepatriotik niyh. rasa nak menangis terharu je. wuwuuwuwuwuwu~

Sebelum Match

.Masa tengah turun dari train. full gilaaa.

.banyak gerai gerai jualan kat sana. rabab & aku sempat beli trompet yang bunyi bising annoying tuu. tapi baju Malaysia tak dapat den nak beli. kewangan aku tengah tidak stabil kena bijak berjimat buat masa sekarang.

.manusia manusia yang datang. ramai wooo. nak cari kawan kami si Milo & the gang pon payah.

Milo, Rabab & abg milo, encik Faris.

.semangat kitorang dari uia memang pakai baju kuning hitam.
.muka masing masing selekeh sebab penuh sangat orang kat dalam tren dan terpaksa bersesak sesak.

During Match

After Match

aku kecewa jugak bila dengar kawan-kawan aku complain penyokong Malaysia memalukan, macam sakai lah. ape lahh. padahal korang bukan nya pergi stadium pon. jangan men kutuk tak tentu pasal. ape yang aku boleh cakap, if you don't go there and watch it live together, you don't know how it feels during that time.

aku kecewa jugak bila warga Malaysia dan Indonesia start bergaduh ape semua. Media Indonesia tak habes habes provoke Malaysia. padahal roomate aku orang Indonesia, die relaks je. korang semua datang p UIA lah tengok macam mana kami semua (pelajar & pekerja baek dari Malaysia mahupun Indonesia) sama sama tengok match yang kat Indonesia tu. Masa kat cafe tu, Malaysia ke Indonesia ke semua duduk dalam satu cafe yang sama, duduk sebelah sebelah. takde pon berbalah ke hape.

atas kemenangan Malaysia, hari Isnin & Khamis minggu lepas aku pakai kuning hitam pergi kelas. konon nak tunjuk bangga lah kan. lagi lagi kat student Indonesia yang selalu lepak kat HS cafe tu. hahaha. poyos.

dan paling penting, for those who watch the match at stadium,

We are now a part of Malaysian history.

*betul tak tipu*

Congrats Harimau Malaya.

Chapitre 12.12: aku malas hapdet sebab aku tiada masa.

2010-12-26T03:22:00.001+08:00

minggu ni paling hectic galactic lahh. macam2 berlaku. tapi buat masa niyh, saya malas nak cerita lagi. tengah tiada mood n masa. pape pon, teater haritu dah settle. more pictures n story later. malas. lagipon gamba takleh nak upload masok dalam laptop sebab terlupa bawak cable. hihihi.

haaa. lagi satu weyhh. ahad niyh saya akan pergi tengok malaysia lawan indonesia final piala suzuki asia. oyeahhh! eksaited gila. saya dengan rabab melompat lompat sampai pukul 4 pagi dalam bilik masa dapat tahu kitorang akan pegi tengok game tu kat stadium. esok nya sebelum masuk kelas, sebok kecoh kecoh sambil lompat depan classmate sebab eksaited punya pasal.

saya penah skali je masuk stadium sebelum ni itupun kecik kecik dulu. tengok selangor main. jadi memang teringin nak merasa feel masuk stadium. yeahhh.

baek lahh, saya dah penat. chao chin cau. :)

Chapitre 12.11: the first week of semester 2.

2010-12-18T03:22:00.002+08:00

yay! saya dah pon start semester ke-2 dekat IIUM, Gombak.

sebenarnya saya tak eksaited langsong nak balik Gombak semula. rasa kejap je duduk kat umah tuuu. alahai, bilik pon tak sempat nak dicat baru dan di buat perubahan baru. but anyway the first week of semester 2 was okay. cuma nya saya eksaited sikit sebab dah makin banyak familiar faces yang masok Gombak.

First day macam gila serabot sikit since kitorang sume jadual macam kabot. padahal sebelum niyh rasanya dah susun baek punya. n saya dan rabab punyalah semangat kononnya nak add and drop few subjects manually on the first day. at last, bila saya ngan si rabab balik dorm barulah kami sedar yang jadual kami dah ok dan tak perlu ditukar except for one subject yang kitorang desperately need to add. jadual saya sem ni banyak sangat time free especially on tuesday & thursday. yay!

satu benda yang saya rasa saya looking forward to is a small theater performance yang saya akan involve. tapi kali ni macam teater kecil kecilan. kitorang akan perform sempena humanitarian night yang akan berlangsong next week. so, ada 5 hari je untuk berlatih sakan. nasib cita die macam dalam 10 minit je dan semua cakap sekjap sekejap je.

saya punya lines sikit but hell yeah, saya tetap sukaaa. part saya sama macam rabab, qawy n fitri. saya tak kenal itu encik fitri but lama lama mungkin akan oke dengan sume cast yang baru niyh. ;DD

n the best thing of all *okeh niyh serius saya eksaited gila rasa jumpy jumpy* saya akan berlakon bersama someone yang memang saya eager sangat nak work together dengan beliau. *buat mata bersinar sinar bagaikan bulan purnama* HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. yang penting, i'm a happy woman right now.

*gila best hall niyh tapi memang harapan je la nak berlakon kat hall sebesar niyh*

Chapitre 12.10: kalah menang itu adat. tapi kami tak kalah lagi. HAHAHA

2010-12-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

bila cakap bola. mesti tahap ke-eksaited-an aku akan meningkat. aku memang minat tengok bola sepak lagi lagi Barclays Premier League tu memandangkan pengaruh kuat famili dari kecik. tapi aku tak lah sehebat peminat laki sampai kan semua player yang wujud kat dalam mana-mana liga , sejarah ape kejadah semua, statistik kebenda pon dorang tahu. aku rasa orang yang tak tengok bola, they miss something big in their life. macam tak makan ayam lah, dorang tak merasa nikmat daging ayam tuu yang enak lagi berlemak. fuuuuhhhh. tapi bukan semua boleh makan ayam kan, kadang-kadang ada yang alergik patu ade orang macam kanak-kanak kat third world country memang lah tak merasa kan kan. *bersyukur sebentar*

malangnya, tu bukan isu yang aku nak bentangkan pada hari ini. sebaliknya, aku ingin bersorak gembira atas kemenangan team kesayangan aku, The Red Devils keatas team yang bukan calang-calang hebat, si Arsenal tuhh. Oyeahhhhhhh! *lompat lompat gembira* Maaf lah kepada rakan rakan yang terasa kalau aku memang buat korang rasa saket hati sebab tunjuk kegembiraan yang berlebih-lebihan. Bukan apa weyhh, lu before game bukan main lagi kutok kutok team gua. gua senyap je lah, sebab gua pon tak tau lagi gua punya team boleh confirm menang ke tak. tapi sekarang gua punya team sudah menang, memang sakit la gua bantai sama luu. sape suroh lu kutok kutok team gua kan. kehkehkeh.

aku semangat gila balik rumah sebab nak tengok game MU lawan Arsenal ni. yang si Rabab pon semangat tido umah aku jugak sebab die pon nak tengok. siap pakai baju Arsenal lagi time malam tu. kesian beliau.

gembira memang lah gembira. menang lawan team kuat kan.

tapi lepas ni lawan team kuat jugak. so, tak leh nak gembira sangat. next game pon memang tak leh miss. mesti tengok jugak.

aku dulu penah minat jugak team Chelsea. time zaman zaman ade Uncle Gianfranco Zola dulu dulu. aku memang kipas susah mati beliau lah konon nya. padahal time tu aku masih lagi peringkat budak budak hingusan, baru nak start gila bola, alaa macam baru baru nak up lah katakan. tapi even time tu aku dah sokong MU. kehkehkeh. ;p

yah, mari kita tunggu next week.

n may the best team win.

Chapitre 12.9: kenangan itu indah bukan?

2010-12-10T17:44:00.000+08:00

aku dah lama teringin nak cerita macam macam kisah yang berlaku sepanjang perjalanan aku menginjak usia remaja. ya, aku sedang maksudkan kisah kisah aku & rakan batch aku semasa di sekolah menengah dulu dulu. aku rasa experience dan memories tuh makin banyak & menarik lagi sebab kita semua duduk sekolah asrama penuh. kite spent banyak masa kita dengan kawan kawan lebih dari famili kita sendiri. kita membesar sama macam satu famili besar.

haish. rindu pulak zaman sekolah. *lap mata konon tengah berair*

jadi aku akan cube cite kisah kisah ini semua kat dalam belog. at least insyaAllah, kalau aku panjang umur, aku boleh lah baca balik apa yang telah aku lakarkan kat belog aku ini perihal zaman zaman sekolah dulu.

tapi ini cuma niat aku sahaja. aku belum laksanakan lagi pon. aku baru je ter-triggered. sebab baru tadi aku come across one piece of paper yang aku & bestfriend aku, a'an si gigi besi tulis pasal highlight events & happenings yang berlaku time time kita kat sekolah dulu. aku rasa nak tergelak bila baca semula.

dari kiri: damiot, a'an, shaenga, nader, rai.

indah nya kenangan zaman sekolah. :')

Chapitre 12.8: ini lagi satu sebab aku terharu dekat kaw

2010-12-08T17:49:00.004+08:00

hoi orang orang kampung!

nak tau cite tak?

saya dapat award.

hebat kan hebat kan?

*muka jakun sambil tarik hidung tinggi tinggi konon bangga lah tu*

TEKS UCAPAN PENERIMAAN AWARD:

sejujurnya, ini lah kali pertama saya menerima sebegini.

*padahal selama ni malas nak pegi amek & buat*

saya betul betul tak sangka saya layak mendapat award.

terima kasih lah kepada ustaz arip kerana sudi memberi saya award ini.

*lap lap tisu kat mata yang tak berair*

a.Berikan satu nickname untuk saya [ pemberi award ] .

ustaz arip. sejak dari forum lagi aku panggil kaw macam tuu.

pesanan kepada pembaca: jangan terpedaya dengan nama nickname niyh. konon je ustaz tuuu. padahal...*tak sanggup nak smbung ayat.

b.Berikan ucapan kpd pemberi award .

*menangis teresak esak kerana perasaan haru yang melampaui batas*

*buat bunyi sembur sembur hingus kat tisu*

tak sangka kaw angap ~~aku~~ belog aku niyh cantikkkkk.
comel macam tuan dia kan kan?
*sila angguk!*

c.Listkan 6 artis/band/group yang korang minat .

MIKA.

MIKA

hahahahhaha. gila obses. fine, tipu lah tu.

banyak sebenarnya. tp takpe, baru baru ni aku dok denga lagu depa ni je.
aku beduk je la amek dorang ni je:

owl city

Mumm Ra

Avenged sevenfold

Feist

The Smiths

Bruno Mars

Jack Johnson

Adele

la roux

Alamak terlebih sudah. biaq pi lahh. minggu niyh aku dok denga yang ni je.

d.Bagi award ni kepada 10 blogger yang mempunyai blog yang cantik dan cun .

.shalina.

.diha.

.ana.

.fawh.

.kamil.

.kartika.

.niklisa.

.kak sarah.

.nusaibah.

.faat.

----> sorg laki sesat disitu. HAHA

Chapitre 12.7: aku terharu dapat kawan macam kaw.

2010-12-08T17:44:00.000+08:00

okeh, aku terharu gila kat kaw ustaz arip.

terharu nyaaaaaaa aku dapat kawan macam kaw.

*terharu gila sampai habes satu kotak tisu premier aku*

tak sngka kaw care sangat sampai buat post khas utk aku.

siap dedikasi lagu kampung halaman aku.

kaw macam tahu tahu je ape yang tersimpan jauh dalam sanubari aku niyh.

*ayat geli mintak penampar*

kawan kawan lain yang tak tahu, sila lah rujuk di link ini:

.post khas dari encik arip utk saya.

sambil sambil tu jgn lupa nikmati lagu yang enak merdu yang beliau dedikasi kan utk saya ye.

HAHAHAHA.

Chapitre 12.6: mahu mahu mahu

2010-12-07T22:30:00.001+08:00

been longing for both of this jersey. mahu yg both season lepas punya design and this season punya design. tapi lengan panjang punya susah nak cari abang saya cakap. tak tahu la kann. harap harap nanti dia dapat cari and beli kan. woot woot. dari dulu lagi dah suroh beliau beli tapi tak terbeli beli lagi. haish haish.

kite mahu yang putih punya macam gamba bawah niyh. instead of red ones. sebab yang baru punya design colour red die macam tak lawa lagipon ada kolar. takmau lahhh. hihi.

yang lama punya pon saya mahu! *tamak haloba sungguh* boleh pakai time jogging or exercise kan kan.

saya suka granpa Alex.

and i'm rooting for red devil as always. :)